surprised. Everyone liked her.â
He bit back the sarcastic rejoinder. Instead, he replaced it with an obvious observation. âI thought you were there for quiet and reading.â
âI was. I mean, thatâs how it started. But somewhere along the way, I started to cherish this social circle. I know it sounds pathetic, but I looked forward to seeing these people. And it was like they only existed in that time and space, you know? Itâs like when you used to play pickup basketball. You loved those guys on the court, but you didnât know a thing about them off it. One guy owned that restaurant we went to and you didnât even know, remember?â
âI remember, Corinne. But I donât see the point.â
âIâm just trying to explain. I made friends. People came in and out without warning. Like Jerry. One day, Jerry disappeared. We assumed he got a job, but itâs not like he came in and told us. He just stopped coming. Suzanne too. We figured that she had the baby. She was way overdue. And then sadly, when the new semester started, double lunch ended for me, and so I guess I faded away too. Thatâs how it worked. It was cyclical. The cast rotated.â
He had no idea where she was going with this, but there was no reason to rush her either. In a way, he wanted things to slow down now. He wanted to consider all options. He glanced back over atthe kitchen table where Thomas and Ryan had just eaten and laughed and thought that they were secure.
Corinne took a deep sip of her wine. To move it along, Adam asked, âDid you ever see any of them again?â
Corinne almost smiled. âThatâs the point of the story.â
âWhat is?â
âI saw Suzanne again. Maybe three months later.â
âAt Bookends?â
She shook her head. âNo. It was a Starbucks in Ramsey.â
âDid she have a boy or girl?â
A sad smile toyed with Corinneâs lips. âNeither.â
He didnât know what to make of that or how to follow it up, so he simply said, âOh.â
Corinne met his eye. âShe was pregnant.â
âSuzanne was?â
âYes.â
âWhen you saw her at Starbucks?â
âYes. Except it was only three months after I last saw her. And she still looked eight months pregnant.â
Adam nodded, finally seeing where she was going. âWhich is, of course, impossible.â
âOf course.â
âShe was faking.â
âYes. See, I had to go to Ramsey to check out this new textbook. It was lunchtime again. Suzanne must have figured that thereâd be no chance one of us from Bookends would be there. That Starbucks is, what, a fifteen-minute drive from Bookends?â
âAt least.â
âSo I was up at the counter ordering a latte and I heard thatvoice and there she was, sitting in the corner, telling a rapt group of patrons about her prenatal vitamin regimen.â
âI donât get it.â
Corinne tilted her head. âReally?â
âYou do?â
âSure. I got it right away. Suzanne was holding court in the corner, and then I started walking toward her. When she spotted me, that glow just vanished. I mean, you can imagine. How do you explain being eight months pregnant for, like, what, half a year? I just stood there and waited. I think she hoped that Iâd leave. But I didnât. I was supposed to go to school, but later, I told them I got a flat tire. Kristin covered my classes for me.â
âYou and Suzanne eventually talked?â
âYes.â
âAnd?â
âShe said that she really lives in Nyack, New York.â
That was about thirty minutes from both Bookends and that Starbucks, Adam figured.
âShe told me a story about having a stillborn. I donât think itâs true, but it could be. But in many ways, Suzanneâs story is simpler. Some women love being pregnant. Not because of the hormonal rush or because they