was out.
âWhat a hell of a night,â I said to no one in particular as I drove off.
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The next morning, I went to see my parole officer. The more I showed up for appointments and my piss test was in good standing, the more he began to loosen up. Plus, my P.O. mentioned that O.G. had put in a good word for me. As I was on my way to pick up my check, I started thinking about how different my life would be a year from now. I knew I was about to be on the come up and nobody was going to stop me.
âMorning,â I greeted the O.G. as I walked in.
âGood morning to you too,â he responded before looking me up and down. âSo, son, how you doing?â he inquired.
âAâight.â I nodded.
âHereâs your check,â he stated, handing it to me.
âThanks, and I appreciate you putting in a good word for me with my P.O.â
âNo problem. Boy, youâre at a crossroads. Now, donât make me tell that parole officer of yours that youâre fucking up.â
âI ainât been late or not showed up for work one time, O.G. man, what are you talking about?â I questioned, getting a little pissed off. O.G. was always in my ass for something and I was getting tired of it.
âWhat? You think I havenât noticed the new clothes on your back and the jewelry on your wrist and neck? You canât buy none of that shit on what you make, son.â
âOkay, I picked up a few things. So what!â I barked.
âListen, I couldnât care less if your ass is mad at me. You hustling again! Donât try to insult my intelligence or cut me off. I got the motherfucking floor right now! You need to take the right path. Otherwise, you will end up back in jail or in a coffin. Iâve been down that path, so Iâm just trying to warn you. You have been given a second chance and you have the potential to do something great. Donât fuck it up. Get the fuck off the corner, son!â
I didnât want to disrespect the O.G., but I had to wonder what the fuck I could possibly do so great by pushing a fucking mop. âIâll see you at six,â I replied and walked off, heading to the car. The O.G. was tripping, and since a nigga couldnât smoke, I needed to get a drink.
After I stopped at Marvinâs, a local bar where no one dares to bother you, I decided to give Tanisha a call. I knew hearing her voice would get me out of the slump I was feeling.
âHey, you,â she said as soon as she picked up.
âWhatâs going on?â
âOh, nothing much. Just sitting here at work. I forgot I have to close tonight because I gave two of my customer representatives the afternoon off,â she explained.
âArenât you a nice manager,â I added.
âI know,â she laughed.
âWell, I was trying to see if you could meet me for dinner tonight. You pick the place,â I offered.
âWhat about the Cheesecake Factory around eight oâclock?â
âYeah, thatâs good for me. Iâll see you then. Enjoy the rest of your day,â I replied.
âYou as well,â she responded before hanging up the phone.
As soon as I hung up with Tanisha, I called Maria.
âWhat is it, Breeze?â she answered after I called ten times back to back.
âYou know exactly what it is, Maria. I want to see my kids,â
âI donât know who the hell you think youâre talking to. Donât mistake me for one of your little ghetto chicks.â
âIâm not even trying to argue with you. I just want to see my kids.â I pleaded.
âBreeze, I canât stand the thought of you let alone the sight of you. The only reason I am willing to allow you to see the children is because they keep asking about you. I canât understand why or how they even like you in the first place. Youâre lucky my facial was rescheduled so I have a little bit of free time today. Iâm picking