raising his arms and cheering. âI raised you well.â
As I watched him do his victory dance, I wished I could do more than tell Finny. I wished I could show him.
âFirst things first, though,â I said, dancing with him. âI have to get through my date.â
âWhatâs to get through?â he said. âYouâre adorable. You have nothing to be nervous about.â
âNothing?â I said, stopping and staring at him.
âIâm not going to ruin your little rendezvous, if thatâs what you mean,â he said, standing still. âContrary to popular opinion, I actually want you to be happy.â
âWhat about my episodical tendencies?â
âI canât predict or control those,â he said.
âBut you can give advice,â I said. âAnd I donât mean telling me to be myself.â
âDeep breaths,â he said. âTry to ground yourself in the moment. But more than that? Have fun. Iâll give you a head start.â
Walt started at one end of the bathroom and did high kicks to the other end, making me smile. He ended with a spin and bumped into one of the hand dryers, turning it on.
âWhoa!â he said. And then he bent down, put his mouth under it and spoke.
âWhoooooaaa,â he shouted, his voice vibrating off the tile. âDo you ever do this?â
âNot since I was little,â I said.
âItâs ridiculous!â he said, taking a breath. âYou have to join me!â
It reminded me of Dad, the way he always asked me to join him. The way he believed there was so much more to our reality than what we could see. I bent down beside Walt and held his hand like a pact. And then I put my arm around his middle and leaned in as he pushed the button again.
âWhooooaaaa,â I shouted, hearing my voice in a new way.
âWhooooohhh,â we continued, sending the voices of panda and possibility through space.
TEN
Come back, come back, donât walk away.
Come back, come back, come back today.
âThe Cure, âIn Between Daysâ
After physics class and Walt, I was so excited that I rushed to Café Haven, forgetting that I wanted to be fashionably late.
âHi,â I said to the barista at the counter. She was wearing a black shirt, black skirt and a diner name tag that said âCallie.â
âCan I get a vanilla latte for here, please?â
âSure,â she said. âAnd I like your tights.â
She nodded at my plaid ones, which is when I noticed her black and white argyle ones.
âThanks,â I said. âI like yours, too. And your shoes.â
We compared Doc Martens and laughed.
âYou kids,â an older waitress said, walking by and smiling. âYouâre so eclectic.â
âThatâs Judy,â Callie said. âShe owns the place and is actually awesome. She lets me wear whatever I want, eat whatever I like and play whatever Iâm feeling.â
âThatâs cool,â I said. âWhat kind of music do you like?â
âEverything,â she said. âThatâs why I go from Sinatra to The Clash to Tchaikovsky, even though heâs a little repetitive. Iâm a fan of musical open-mindedness.â
I was glad she didnât have x-ray vision, because if she had, she would have seen the stack of mixtapes in my bag and busted me for being stuck in a singular decade.
âYouâre a friend of Finnyâs, right?â she said, handing me my latte. It smelled like heaven in a cup.
âYeah,â I said, walking toward the booths. âYouâve heard of me?â
âAre you kidding?â she said, walking beside me. âYouâre the best thing thatâs happened to him since forever. Sophie, right?â
âRight,â I said. I set down my cup and slid into the booth. âSophie Sophia.â
âGreat name. Should I put in Finnyâs order? Double chocolate milk
Lex Williford, Michael Martone