man lost in thought. Mud rained down on him and he just crouched there. More explosions were heard. The mud wall I was pressing into shook and I thought it was going to fall on me.
âIâd advise you to get into the wall, sir!â shouted a sergeant major at the Brigadier.
The Brigadier shook his head. âCanât ruin these boots, Sarnât Major.â He shouted to make himself heard above the explosions. âIf Iâd known the Hun was going to do this Iâd have worn my second-best pair.â
There were more explosions and then the sound of whistling, and then shrapnel was flying across the top of the trench, broken sheets of metal, their edges sharp as knives. They sank into the mud above us. How none of us were killed, I donât know. A few pieces of shrapnel fell into the trench, hissing when the hot metal met the cold water, but luckily none of them hit us.
As soon as there was a break in the German bombardment, the Brigadierâs aide-de-camp ushered him away, along the trench to somewhere a little safer to continue his inspection.
I heard later that further along the trench some men had been hit by shrapnel during the attack and been killed. One man had put his head above the top of the trench and a piece of shrapnel had taken his head clean off, helmet and all.
A few days after the Brigadierâs visit word filtered down the line that another big assault was planned.
â Not again!â groaned Charlie. âEvery time we do a Big Attack it ends up the same. We get 500 yards forward, then we come back, and things go on the same until the next Big Attack.â
âThey say this oneâs going to be different,â said Terry. âEverythingâs being thrown at the Hun at the same time. Our boys, the Aussies, the Canadians, the French. Everybody going at once. They reckon weâre going to take Passchendaele Ridge.â
âI canât see the point,â Charlie shrugged. âWith all this shelling thatâs gone on, I bet thereâs nothing left of it. Itâll just be another big hole in the ground.â
âYeah,â chuckled Wally, âbut itâll be our hole in the ground, not the Germansâ. Ainât that what this warâs about?â
We had confirmation of what Terry had heard the next day. We had a new sergeant, Sergeant Peters, and he assembled us in the mud outside our dugout.
âRight, men,â he told us. âWeâre going to make a big advance and push the Hun right back to Germany where he belongs. Itâs going to be done with everything weâve got: tanks, planes and men. The infantry are going over the top, but theyâll be lost without us Engineers. Without us laying cable lines right under their noses, they wonât know where they are or whatâs happening. They have to be able to keep in touch with Command at all times, is that clear?â
âYes, Sarge,â we responded.
â Right. For this offensive, youâre being attached to specific units. Your job is to keep them in communication, whatever happens. Morgan. Stevens.â
âYes, sir!â Charlie and I said the same time.
âYouâre with 74th Brigade. Crow. Parks. Youâre with the 1st Battalion of the Hertfordshires.â And so on down the list, as Sergeant Peters attached us to fighting units.
A sinking feeling came into my stomach. This was it. After all our time in the reserve trenches, now we were being pushed forward for this major assault. We were going over the top. This should have been my moment of glory, the one Iâd dreamed about when I was back in Carlisle, but now, with all Iâd seen of this war, so many dead and just stalemate after stalemate, it didnât seem so glorious after all.
0500 hours on 12 October found me and Charlie, each loaded down with rolls of cable and our tools, crouched in the darkness in a trench along with the men from the 74th Brigade of