explained it to her â¦â
A guilty look stole over Natalieâs face.
âYou havenât?â Olivia asked, startled. âMaybe if you did â¦â
Natalie looked torn, as though she desperately wanted to do that but for the life of her couldnât. âItâs easier said than done. She idolized her father, as did her brother, Greg. And thatâs wonderful. I wanted that. I worked to make it so.â She studied the wall of books, seeming suddenly tired. âSo now there are misconceptions that need clearing up. How to do that without speaking ill of the dead?â She kneaded her fingers. âFamily dynamics are like nothing else in life. You set a pattern early on, and itâs nearly impossible to change. Iâve always had trouble talking to my childrenâtalking
openly
to my children. Some things are hard to discuss. Some things are more easily said to a stranger.â
âLike me?â
Natalie didnât answer at first. She put a hand on Tessâs head, seeming to take comfort as Tess stroked a loudly purring Henri. âI hope so.â
âAnd it all has to do with the wedding?â
âOh, no. It has to do with more. Lots more. But the one common thread is Carl.â She looked up toward the door through which Marie had gone, and her face brightened. âAh. Two more boys. The big, mangy one on the left is Buck. Heâs a Maine coon, dropped off at Pindmanâs last fall by a tourist who couldnât stand his howling in the car a second longer. The tall, lean one is Simon. Heâs my vineyard manager. Simon, say hello to Olivia Jones and her daughter, Tess.â
Olivia looked up to see the man from the vineyardâapparently not just any old worker, but the vineyard manager, no less. Well, he certainly was tall, she decided, although she wouldnât have said he was lean from that earlier chest-and-above glimpse. She could see the whole of him now, though. His waist and hips, covered by loose work shorts, were lean indeed, as were his legs, which were as dirty as his work boots and the gray socks that protruded from the top. His sunglasses sat on the top of his head, half lost in all that auburn hair, but his sunburned nose was the only touch of warmth on his face. His eyes were a midnight blue and cold. His jaw was shadowed.
Natalieâs vineyard manager. This could be a problem, Olivia thought as she glanced at Tess, who was staring at Simon. Although the child didnât seem frightened, she made no effort to move awayfrom the hand Natalie had placed on her head. There was safety in that hand. Olivia could feel it even from where she stood.
Simon nodded first toward Tess, then Olivia.
He doesnât want us here,
Tess had said. Olivia didnât know if it was that or if the man was simply tough.
âHeâs the dark, silent type,â Natalie said with fondness, even pride. âLike his father. Speaking of whom â¦â
âHeâs in the shed,â Simon said in a voice that was dusty and deep. âHe says heâll be over in a bit. Iâm heading up to Providence.â
Natalieâs smile faded. âOh dear. Thereâs a problem.â
âIâm not sure. I saw something on the reds that may be the start of mold. I want a second opinion.â
Natalie explained to Olivia, âItâs been a wet winter and spring. We were hoping that the sun and wind would dry out the vines.â To Simon, she said, âI was planning on your joining us for dinner.â
Olivia thought she saw a wry twist at the corner of his mouth, but his eyes held Natalieâs and his voice remained respectful. âIâm sorry. I canât tonight.â With only the briefest glance at Olivia, he turned and left. Buck followed him out.
The phone rang.
Natalie sighed and said, âSince the business phone doesnât ring here, that will most likely be my son. Susanne calls him to complain the minute
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