she looked past the obvious to the way his head was hanging, and the slight but weary slump of his body. He walked across the sand as if he was carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders, and something told her that had nothing to do with a strenuous workout.
A lump rose in her throat. Then he paused. When she saw him cover his face with his hands, her vision blurred. She could feel his sadness from here. But why? She thought of the way heâd spoken about his wife, and her heart ached. Sheâd never known love like that.
It wasnât until John dropped his hands and looked up the bluff toward his house that Alicia realized he could see her. Now she was stuck. If she moved suddenly, hewould think she was ashamed to be caught spying on him. So she did the only other thing she could; she waved and called down, âThe sunrise was beautiful!â Then she waved once more and walked back into the house and up to her room.
She swiped angrily at the tears in her eyes as she dug through her suitcase for a clean change of clothes. He could think what he wanted. It was his own fault for walking around naked. Ignoring him would have been a whole lot easier if he had a potbelly and thinning hair.
A few minutes later she was dressed in a pair of blue shorts and a loose white blouse. She walked barefoot down the hall to the kitchen, hoping for a cup of coffee. But she got way more than she hoped for when John came in the back door.
âGood morning,â he said, and strode through the kitchen, leaving sandy footprints on the wood floor.
Alicia nodded, but the answer she might have given was stuck in the back of her throat. He was still unashamedly naked, but that wasnât what had caused her heart to skip.
It was the scars.
Small ones.
Large ones.
All over his body.
All she could think was, what in Godâs sweet name has happened to this man?
Three
D ieter was heartily glad that there were several states between him and Richard Ponte as he listened to his boss berate him up one side and down the other. He shifted the phone from one ear to the other while walking to the impound yard, confident that whatever it was heâd missed hearing wasnât going to kill him, although Richard might.
âDo you have any idea where sheâs gone?â Richard snapped.
Dust puffed up on Dieterâs pant legs as he walked, but he didnât have the luxury of caring. âNot yet. I just got out of jail, and Iâm on my way to get my car out of impound.â
Richardâs voice was quiet, steadyâthe antithesis of what he was feeling.
âYouâd better be in a hurry. Youâd better be running, boy,â Richard said. âYouâd better finish what I sent you to do or donât bother coming back, because if you come back without my daughter, Iâll kill you myself.â
Dieter picked up his step, telling himself it was justa figure of speech, that Ponte didnât really mean it. Then Ponteâs voice got even quieter.
âDo we understand each other?â Richard asked.
Dieter changed his mind. Ponteâs threat was more than serious.
âYes, sir. I understand. Iâll call you as soon as I have her located again.â
âMake it quick.â
âYes, sir,â Dieter said, praying for the disconnect. When it clicked in his ear, he breathed a sigh of relief, dropped his phone in his pocket and lengthened his stride.
A short while later he had his car out of impound, heartily thankful that, if this had to happen, it had occurred in such a backwater place as Justice. Heâd checked the trunk of his car to find everything heâd had with him was still in place. The black duffel bag was still lying at the back of the trunk, behind a spare tire and tools. He pulled it out, grunting with satisfaction as he checked through the contents, making sure everything was still there.
Two handguns with a fairly large supply of ammunition. A nice set