I opened them and saw a lovely, worried, young face. It took me a moment to remember: I was in the dining room with my granddaughter. âYes, dear. I just got caught up in some memories.â I smiled at her. âWhere were we?â
âYou were telling me about you and Granddad. I thought you two dated all through high school.â
âOh, we did. Although at first, I didnât even realize we were dating. By the time it dawned on me that everyone thought we were a couple, well, weâd been together so long that no other boy even thought I was available.â
âDid you like someone else?â
âNo. This was a very small town, honey, and as the saying went, the pickinâs were slim and none, and Slim had left town. The senior class at our school had only thirty-five students, and Charlie was the best of the bunch.â I toyed with a silk-covered button on my old dress. âI tried to break up with him after graduation, but he wouldnât take no for an answer.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âWell, the war was on. Like most boys in my class, Charlie enlisted right after graduation. Before he went off to basic training, I told him we should see other people.â
âAnd?â
And nothing. âHe didnât want to hear it.â Heâd cried, in fact. Iâd never felt so bad about anything in my life.
The whole thing flickered in my mindâs eye like a Technicolor movie, but I kept talking as the mental movie played.
Weâd been sitting in his fatherâs carâa 1939 Ford, red as a firecracker, with a gray interiorâparked out at the lake. We ended every date that way, talking and necking at a place called Loverâs Point.
Charlieâs breath had been hot on my neck. His fingers moved from my back to my breast, but I shooed his hand away.
âItâs okay, Addie,â heâd murmured against my skin. âWhen I come back from the war, weâll get married.â He reached for my breast again.
I pushed him away and pulled myself against the door. âIâve told you over and over, Charlie. I donât want to get married.â What I really meant was, I donât want to marry you. I donât know why he couldnât take the hint.
âYou want to be an old maid?â heâd demanded.
How many times had we covered this same ground? âI want to be a photographer. I want to travel the world and make my mark on it.â
âSo work as a photographer while Iâm gone. Then when I get back, weâll get married.â
âNo, Charlie. Iâve got other plans.â
âPlans that donât include me?â
I didnât want to hurt him, but sometimes he was thick as a brick. I pulled at a loose thread on my sweater. âI just donât feel about you the way you deserve to have a girl feel.â
âThatâs only because youâre such a good Christian. Once weâre married and you know that everything is blessed by God, your conscience wonât bother you, and youâll enjoy the kissing and touching and all.â
I was pretty sure that a church ceremony and a ring on my finger wouldnât suddenly make me feel all quivery and excited to kiss him, the way other girls talked about kissing their boyfriendsâor make me want to grope him the way he wanted to grope me. âNeither of us has ever dated anyone else. I think itâs a good idea for us both to see other people.â
His face had gotten all mottled. Heâd been a pale boy, pale and slight. His lips looked kind of mushy when he pressed them hard together. His eyes had teared up, but behind the wateriness I glimpsed a flintlike hardness Iâd never seen. âWho is it?â he asked.
I was too surprised to take him seriously. I laughed.
âThis isnât funny.â His voice was tight and low. âIs it Ted Riley? Iâve seen the way he looks at you.â
Ted was a tall,
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