Tithe by Holly Black Page A

sharp arrows that might pierce her heart.
    Still, she could not go inside the house. She sat in the dew-damp grass and ripped up clumps of it, tossing them in the air and feeling vaguely guilty about it. Some gnome ought to pop out of the tree and scold her for torturing the lawn.
    A pixie. The word sounded so … so
frolicky
. It made her smile, though, to think of being magical, of having wings like Lutie, of having quick fingers like poor Gristle.
    Her stomach clenched when she thought about her mother, though. Her mother, whose head she’d fished out of toilets, who dragged them from apartment to apartment and from bar to bar following some distant dream. Her mother, who once broke one of Kaye’s favorite LPs because she was “sick of listening to that talentless whore.” Her mother, who had never told her she was weird, had always encouraged her to think for herself, stood up for her, and never, ever told her that she was a liar.
    What would her mother think if she realized that her daughter wasn’t the girl she’dlived with for sixteen years? No, Ellen’s baby had been boosted by quick-fingered elves.
    It was just too fucked-up to dwell on.
    And if she wasn’t Kaye Fierch, freaky human girl, then what was she? She knew that they didn’t want her to mess up the plan for Halloween, but right now, she just wanted to see what she looked like.
    There were patches of clover on the lawn.
    Leaning into the patch of brown, half-dead clover, she spread her fingers out and searched. There were so many, even in autumn, there had to be one with four leaves.
    It was slow going in the dark, and yet none of the clover she dug through had more or less than three leaves. She was getting desperate enough to tear one of the heart-shaped leaves down the middle and find out whether this magic stuff was more symbolic or literal. Still, it wasn’t like she had to find it, she only had to touch it….
    Oh, that was too stupid. That could never work. Even if it did work it was still stupid.
    Kaye spread herself out on the ground, hoping no cars were driving by at this hour. Then she rolled over the patch of clover. The ground was cold, the dew dusted with frost. She rolled dizzily, holding her arms above her head. She had to laugh as she did it—the whole thing was absurd and it was making her damp and really, really cold, but there was something in the smell of the earth and the touch of thegrass that enervated her. Her laughter spun up out of her mouth in warm gusts of breath.
    She didn’t feel changed, but she did feel better. She was grinning like a fool, anxiety put to rest by silliness.
    Lying back, Kaye tried to imagine herself as a faerie, all sparkly with hair that was always blowing in the breeze. The only image she could summon up, however, was that of a pale green face she had thought she’d seen as she was leaving the diner bathroom. She could remember it in such detail that it felt less real than a memory. Perhaps it was something from a movie.
    Kaye rolled over to get up and go inside when she noticed that a piece of skin on her hand was loose. When she touched it with a tentative finger, it sloughed off like a sunburn, revealing tender green skin. Kaye licked her finger and tried to rub off the pigment. It didn’t come off; the area only spread wider. Her hand tasted like dirt.
    Kaye stopped moving. She was scared, scared, sick with scared, but calm too, calm as nothing.
Get a grip,
she told herself,
you wanted to see this
.
    Her eyes itched, and she rubbed her knucklebones over them. Something came off against her fingers. It felt like a contact lens, but when she looked down, she saw that it was skin and that with the rubbing, even more skin had come off her hands.
    As she looked up, it seemed that the whole world had grown brighter, shimmering with light. Colors danced along the grass. The brown of the trees was many-hued, the wrinkles of shadows deep as newly turned secrets, and beautiful.
    She spread her arms as