he want to form a deep attachment to her, when Daisy hadnât tempted him to do so? Evangeline shook herself. Whatever attachment he might want to form, heâd been crossed off her list for a reasonâhe was not the sort of man she wanted in her life. âAnd then you turned around and saw me, and decided I must be the one.â
âYes, I did.â
âForgive my skepticism. And please donât call on me again.â
âNow whoâs being absurd?â Connoll pulled out a bottle of Madeira and two glasses, which he handed over to her. âI didnât lose my virginity to Daisy. She wasnât my first mistress. And I didnât love her. Sheâ¦wounded my pride, a little. I recover quickly.â
âBut you do love me, now.â
However flippantly she made the statement, more than a little of her own pride rested on his answer. What was wrong with her today? To cover the sudden flutter of nerves, she held out the glasses for him to fill.
âThatâs an odd question coming from a chit encouraging an old foolâs suit.â
Hm. He was correct, and she was stupid to have asked. âMy question was about you,â she improvised. âIt has nothing to do with me.â
âAh. Explain.â
âCertainly. Before I waste any further time in your company, I would like to know whether or not youâre simply a magpie, pursuing whatever sparkles the most in your sight at any given moment.â
To her surprise, he sent her a slight grin as he accepted one of the glasses back from her and took a sip. âYou donât converse like this with Redmond, do you?â
âI have no need to be cross with him. His adoration has been unwavering since we met.â
âSo has mine.â
She smirked. âOh, please, Connoll. You thought I was someone else. You donât adore me.â
âI admire you,â he countered.
âWhy?â she blurted, before she could stop herself. Ninny .
He gazed straight at her, his deep blue eyes serious and considering. âBecause whatever web youâre spinning for Redmond, with me youâve been honest and forthright to the point of painfulness. You are, Iâm beginning to realize, exceptionally brilliant, with a wit most others would weep to possess.â He clinked his glass against hers. âAnd that is why I admire you, Gilly.â
Evangeline took a drink of Madeira. Not a conventional compliment in the mix, and yet sheâd never felt more genuinely flattered. This was one of the traps her mother had warned her about, obviously. Any man could be pleasant and compliant for a short time. She didnât want her opinion listened to, her requests granted, for merely a moment; she required a lifetime of being integral to her spouse.
âTell me, Connoll, if we attended the Howlett ball on Friday next, and I wore a dark blue gown, would you wear a light blue coat to complement my apparel?â
âNo.â
She frowned. âWell, why not?â He might at least have considered it for a blasted minute before he refused her.
âFirstly, I donât own a light blue anything, and secondly, Iâm not a doll you dress to match your fancy. Now, if you said you were going to wear nothing, then I would dress in nothing as well. That is the only exception.â
Hm . âLord Redmond would wear light blue for me.â
âSo would a pet monkey.â
She thought she heard a snort. When she looked toward the tree beneath which the maid rested, though, Doretta appeared absorbed in her needlework, the kitten in her lap. The tiger was too far away to overhear their conversation, thank goodness.
âInsulting me is an odd way to show your admiration,â she said stiffly, digging into the picnic basket when he showed no inclination to do anything but sip Madeira and gaze at her all afternoon.
âIâm insulting your suitor, not you,â he returned smoothly. âAnd