go back to teaching, I canât paint. Weâre not talking millions in corporate tax fraud here. You see how I live. Itâs not as if Iâm getting rich off what I do. I barely make enough to keep myself in art supplies.â
âThatâs not the point.â
She bowed her head. âI know.â
âI donât enjoy squeezing blood out of a stone but I have to do my job.â His hands fisted atop his thighs. âIâve already had one notice at work. If I screw up on your audit, thatâll be two warnings. Care to guess what happens after three?â
âWhat did you do the other time?â
âIt doesnât matter.â
âIâm interested.â
âI turned a blind eye to the blackmarket income of a woman who was supporting her sick son and his three children. She was a genuine hard-luck case. But what I did was wrong.â He stared her in the eye to make sure she understood the gravity of his situation. âI canât afford to lose my job.â
âSounds like your job is horrible.â Having had enough of this conversation, she wandered into the living room, plopped down on the couch and picked up her sketch pad. Flipped it to a fresh page.
Rafe resumed sorting receipts and entering data. After a moment, he said, âI need to stay employed until I can start my own fishing boat charter.â
âReally? Thatâs so cool. I didnât think you werethe type to be happy as an accountant for the rest of your life.â She began to draw his hands. âWhen are you going to buy a boat?â
âSomeday.â He tossed an empty envelope aside.
âSomeday?â Her pencil stilled. âThatâs not good enough. What are you waiting for?â
âA little thing called money. Heard of it? I have to save enough for the deposit, for one thing, so the interest rates donât kill me. And I want a good chunk of money in the bank for a safety net.â
âYou donât need a safety net,â she scoffed, studying his wrists. âYou just have to take the leap. Look at me.â
âYesâ¦look at you. Anyway, Iâve got the boat I want all picked out.â Now there was an excitement in his voice that made him seem even younger than his years. He moved around the table to his laptop and quickly brought up a webpage. He spun the computer around so she could see. âThatâs my dream boat.â
âWhy donât you take out a loan and buy it?â Lexie asked, glancing at the screen from where she sat. He didnât reply, just gazed at the boat on the website.
Lexie quickly sketched a fishing rod in Rafeâs hand on her page, the other hand she had turning the reel.
âMy father never got to fulfill his dreams,â Rafe said finally, obscurely. He shut down the website and went back to sorting.
âWhat did he want?â At the end of the line, being pulled from the water, she drew a fish.
âWhat? Oh. To join the merchant marine, to become a captain eventually,â Rafe explained. âHe got his seamanâs papers when he was nineteen. Then my mum got pregnant. Dad went to work on the docks instead. It was supposed to be temporary, just until I was born and he knew my mum was okay.â
Lexie paused drawing to look at Rafeâs profile. His bottom lip was caught between his teeth. âWhat happened?â
Rafe took a moment. âOne day they were loading containers onto a ship when the crane cable broke. Dad was pinned, his legs crushed by the container.â He shrugged. âThe merchant marine doesnât take paraplegics.â
âRafe, Iâm sorry.â
He swivelled to face her directly. âItâs not that easy to take leaps of faith. I need to find the right location, get the financingâ¦.â
âYouâve got a good job. You should talk to my sister. Sheâs the loans manager at Community Bank.â
âIf I were to start a