smile on her face. âBut weâve only got six days till the operation.â
âI know what day it is.â Shay opened a waterproof bag and spilled its contents alongside the rest. âFood for two weeksâdehydrated. You just drop one of these into the purifier and addwater. Any kind of water.â She giggled. âThe purifier works so well, you can even pee in it.â
Tally sat down on the bed, reading the labels on the food packs. âTwo weeks?â
âTwo weeks for two people,â Shay said carefully. âFour weeks for one.â
Tally didnât say anything. Suddenly, she couldnât look at the stuff on the bed, or at Shay. She stared out the window, at New Pretty Town, where the fireworks were starting.
âBut it wonât take two weeks, Tally. Itâs much closer.â
A plume of red soared up in the middle of town, tendrils of fireworks drifting down like the leaves of a giant willow tree. âWhat wonât take two weeks?â
âGoing to where David lives.â
Tally nodded, and closed her eyes.
âItâs not like here, Tally. They donât separate everyone, uglies from pretties, new and middle and late. And you can leave whenever you want, go anywhere you want.â
âLike where?â
âAnywhere. Ruins, the forest, the sea. And . . . you never have to get the operation.â
âYou what ?â
Shay sat next to her, touching Tallyâs cheek with one finger. Tally opened her eyes. âWe donât have to look like everyone else, Tally, and act like everyone else. Weâve got a choice. We can grow up any way we want.â
Tally swallowed. She felt like speech was impossible, but knewshe had to say something. She forced words from her dry throat. âNot be pretty? Thatâs crazy, Shay. All the times you talked that way, I thought you were just being stupid. Peris always said the same stuff.â
âI was just being stupid. But when you said I was afraid of growing up, you really made me think.â
â I made you think?â
âMade me realize how full of crap I was. Tally, Iâve got to tell you another secret.â
Tally sighed. âOkay. I guess it canât get any worse.â
âMy older friends, the ones I used to hang out with before I met you? Not all of them wound up pretty.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âSome of them ran away, like I am. Like I want us to.â
Tally looked into Shayâs eyes, searching for some sign that this was all a joke. But the intense look on her face held firm. She was dead serious.
âYou know someone who actually ran away?â
Shay nodded. âI was supposed to go too. We had it all planned, about a week before the first of us turned sixteen. Weâd already stolen survival gear, and told David that we were coming. It was all set up. That was four months ago.â
âBut you didnât . . .â
âSome of us did, but I chickened out.â Shay looked out the window. âAnd I wasnât the only one. A couple of the others stayed and turned pretty instead. I probably would have too, except I met you.â
âMe?â
âAll of a sudden I wasnât alone anymore. I wasnât afraid to go back out to the ruins, to look for David again.â
âBut we never . . .â Tally blinked. âYou finally found him, didnât you?â
âNot until two days ago. Iâve been out every night since we . . . since our fight. After you said I was afraid to grow up, I realized you were right. Iâd chickened out once, but I didnât have to again.â
Shay grasped Tallyâs hand, and waited until their eyes were locked. âI want you to come, Tally.â
âNo,â Tally said without thinking. Then she shook her head. âWait. How come you never told me any of this before?â
âI wanted to, except you would have
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