there kind of naturally gravitated to me. Here itâs a whole different story, though, largely because of obstacle number three: Kay Patterson. Itâs hard to make a lot of friends when the most popular girl in school is giving you the stink-eye.
The next morning Jeffrey wanders into the kitchen wearing his IF IDIOTS COULD FLY, THIS PLACE WOULD LOOK LIKE AN AIRPORT shirt. I know that everyone at school will think itâs funny and not be at all offended, because they like him. Things are so easy for him.
âHey, you feel like driving today?â he asks. âI donât want to walk to the bus stop. Itâs too cold.â
âYou feel like dying today?â
âSure. I like risking my life. Keeps things in perspective.â
I chuck my bagel at him and he catches it in midair. I look at the closed door to Momâs office. He smiles hopefully.
âFine,â I tell him. âIâll go warm up the car.â
âSee,â he says as we slowly make our way down the long road to school. âYou can handle this driving-on-snow thing. Pretty soon youâll be like a pro.â
Heâs being suspiciously nice.
âOkay, whatâs up with you?â I ask. âWhat do you want?â
âI got on the wrestling team.â
âHowâd you pull that off if tryouts were back in November?â
He shrugs like itâs no big deal. âI challenged the best wrestler on the team to a match. I won. Itâs a small school. They need contenders.â
âDoes Mom know?â
âI told her Iâm on the team. She wasnât thrilled. But she canât forbid us from all school activities, right? Iâm tired of this âwe better lay low, or someone will figure out weâre differentâ crap. I mean, itâs not like if I win a match people are going to say, whoâs that kid, heâs a really good wrestler, he must be an angel .â
âRight,â I agree uneasily. But then Mom isnât the type to make rules simply because she can. There has to be an explanation for her cautiousness.
âThe thing is, I need a ride to some of the practices,â he says, shifting in his seat uncomfortably. âLike, all of them.â
For a minute itâs quiet, the only sound the heater blowing across our legs.
âWhen?â I ask finally. I brace myself for bad news.
âFive thirty a.m.â
âHa.â
âOh, come on.â
âGet Mom to drive you.â
âShe said that if I was going to insist on being on the wrestling team, Iâd have to find my own ride. Take responsibility for myself.â
âWell, good luck with that,â I laugh.
âPlease. Itâll just be for a few weeks. Then my buddy Darrin will turn sixteen and he can pick me up.â
âIâm sure Mom will love that.â
âCome on, Clara. You owe me,â he says quietly.
I do owe him. Itâs because of me that his life is upside down. Not that he seems to be suffering much.
âI donât owe you squat,â I say. âBut . . . okay. For like six weeks, tops, and then youâll have to get someone else to be your chauffeur.â
He looks genuinely happy. We might be on some kind of road to recovery, he and I, like it used to be. Redemption, isnât that what they call it? Six weeks of early mornings doesnât seem like too big a price to pay for him not hating me anymore.
âThereâs one condition though,â I tell him.
âWhat?â
I put in my Kelly Clarkson CD. âWe get to listen to my tunes.â
Wendyâs wearing a shirt that reads, HORSES ATE MY HOMEWORK .
âYouâre adorkable,â I whisper as we slip into our seats for Honors English. Her current crush, Jason Lovett, is staring in our direction from across the room. âDonât look now, but Prince Charming is totally checking you out.â
âShut up.â
âI hope he can ride a