place of her own . . . you know how outrageous real estate is in the District.â He was whispering again. âLook, baby, we can still work things out. I miss you.â
His lie was almost laughable to her. âYou really think youâre slick, donât you?â
âVic, Iâm not tryinâ to be slick. I love you. Thatâs one thing I never lied about. I know that after what happened between us you have some trust issues, but . . .â
Victoria had been composed up to this point, but now she lost it. â Trust issues! Are you fucking kidding me? Of course I have trust issues after the shit you put me through. Do you really think Iâm gonna fall for your unoriginal bullshit again?â Victoria took a deep breath, trying to calm herself. âIâm not going down this road with you, Steven. Iâve said what I had to say.â
âSteven, are you still on the phone?â the woman called out again.
Victoria let out a laugh. âThis is my final good-bye, so please donât bother trying to contact me after tonight. Have a good life.â
Click . . .
Victoria felt good, releasing her anger with Steven. She sat by the phone trying to decide whether she should call her father. She knew that if she could let go of the anger sheâd harbored for Steven, a man whoâd shown her disingenuous love at best, that she could forgive her father, the one man whoâd loved her unconditionally all her life. Finally, she decided to go to bed. One soul cleansing per night was enough. The conversation with her father was something she needed to do at another time. But she felt good inside, knowing she had the strength to make things right.
That night, Victoria slept like a baby. For the first time in over a year she dreamt about a manâMr. Gorgeous. They were on the beach, lying on a blanket near the shore, wrapped in each otherâs arms. Tonight, he was making love to her in her dreams.
Chapter Five
Everyone Makes Mistakes...
Victoria started her Sunday morning early. She was laying on a cushioned mat in her home gym, performing slow, steady poses with the instructor on her yoga DVD. Sheâd just finished her cool down stretch and was about to head upstairs to change for eight a.m. church service when her doorbell rang. Whoâs at my door at seven oâclock on a Sunday morning? she wondered.
It was Tyler, and he looked terrible. His eyes were red, as though he hadnât slept all night. âTyler, whatâs goinâ on?â Victoria asked, shivering as the cold morning air whipped around her bare arms.
âCan I come in?â
âOf course.â Victoria moved to the side to let him through. He walked past her and back toward the den where she and her friends always hung out. The room was large, but the chocolate colored walls gave it a cozy, intimate feel. The soft lighting and big fluffy pillows on the over-sized furniture were tailor-made for relaxing.
Tyler sank down into the soft chenille sofa and rubbed his temples, trying to give himself therapeutic relief. âI see youâre doinâ your workout thing this morning,â he said, trying to smile.
âTyler, whatâs wrong? You look like hell.â
He let out a sigh. âAllison and I are over. Weâre done . . . finished.â
âWhat brought this on?â Victoria asked casually, folding her arms across her chest. She didnât know whether to jump up and click her heels, or sit down and comfort him.
âThings havenât been good between us for a long time. All we do is argue. I stayed in it for as long as I could, tryinâ to make it work, but in the end there was nothing left between us.â
Victoriaâs heart went out for him. She and Tyler had known each other for fifteen years, and lately, he hadnât been himself.
Tyler had boyish good looks and a natural charm that came as easy to him as breathing air. He was medium height,