she didnât know how beautiful she was. Maybe he shouldâve told her. Heâd already complicated things enough as it was.
Byron grabbed his fatigues and walked naked into the bathroom, where he showered quickly, rinsing the chlorine from the Jacuzzi tub from his skin and hair. He noticed an open bottle on the ledge, and he brought it close so he could smell it.
Jasmine, just like Damara. He inhaled the scent and closed his eyes, committing the scent along with the memory of her to stone in his mind.
After heâd dressed in the slacks and shirt heâd had the concierge purchase along with Damaraâs clothes, he saw sheâd curled up on the chaise.
After all her talk of being powerful and strong, and after how fierce sheâd been fleeing both Tunis and the pirates, she seemed so vulnerable now and very much in need of protection.
In need of him.
It wouldnât hurt to comfort her now, to hold her for a few more hours. Heâd trespassed already by being with her. He owed it to Damara to keep her safe, even from himself.
He sat next to her and put his arm around her slim shoulders.
She melted into him as if they were two pieces of the same whole.
Byron couldnât let himself make that comparisonânot now, not ever. He pushed it out of his head.
âEverything is going to be fine, Damara.â
âDo you swear?â
It seemed like such a little-girl thing for her to ask him. So full of trust and promise, brimming with hope. Byron knew it would be kinder to be honest, but he found he couldnât. Heâd have promised her the moon would taste like peaches if that was what would make her happy.
âI swear.â
She sighed and leaned her head against his chest, wrinkling his shirt.
Byron didnât care about wrinkles. He just wanted her to feel safe.
âI wish you were going with me.â
âI have to stay here. Iâll make sure you get on the plane safely. Then another operative will get you to Renner.â
âI donât know the other operative,â she said, her voice small.
âYou donât know me, either.â
âI know enough.â
The part of him that was infected with guilt wanted to confess to her why she was wrong. It wanted to tell her every bad thing heâd ever done, and it wanted her to hate him for it.
âDonât trust anyone but yourself, Princess.â
CHAPTER FIVE
D AMARA MANAGED TO KEEP herself poised and collected until she stood with Byron on the tarmac in front of the steps up to the plane that would take her so many miles away. She knew he had his reasons for maintaining his distance.
Damara was embarrassed to admit that she wanted him to try to find some way to stay in touch, to write letters, emails, something to acknowledge this thing that had happened between them. If she were being wholly honest, sheâd say that she wanted him to decide to stay with her because he needed her, he wanted her.
She knew it was stupid and childish. She knew that neither of them had fallen in love just because theyâd spent the night together. Although she wondered if it hadnât been the same for him as it had for her. He had no problem saying goodbye, walking away from her. Damara was already reliving the way heâd touched her, how good it felt to be in his arms.
Looking at him and knowing sheâd never see him again did something strange to her insides. It was almost a physical pain. Except, even if he did feel the same way she did, what future could there be for them? She didnât have to marry royalty, but someday she would return to Castallegna, someday soon, and her place was there, working for democracy and freedom. Fulfilling her duties to her people. The same as Byron Hawkins. His duty was to his country. She tried to imagine him in Castallegna. No matter how she spun it, how outlandish her fantasies were, she just couldnât see him there. He belonged in this other world of