understand why this is such a big deal. Itâs been a long day for both of us. Youâve got to eat, Iâve got to eatââ
âBut we donât have to eat together,â Erica reminded him. âAnd to be honest, Mark Newman, Iâve had just about enough of you for one day, soââ
His face changed so abruptly Erica let the rest of the sentence die unspoken. The characteristic smirk that usually graced the manâs features slid into an expression Erica had rarely seen on any personâs face. An extreme tenderness and an extreme pain mingled in his eyes as his lips froze in a strained smile.
âWhat is it?â Erica asked urgently, registering his expression in confusion. âAre you all right?â
He shook his head, focusing his attention fully on her face again, and in that very instant that smug little smile reappeared on his face. âOf course,â he said, gathering himself to his full height and beaming down at her as though nothing unusual had happened in that half second. âMy wife used to say thatto me, thatâs all,â he said in the most casual of tones, like he was talking about the weather. ââIâve had just about enough of you, Mark.â Katharine said that a million times if she said it once. In that exact tone of voice you just used. Said I was enough to try the patience of a saint.â He limped past her, indicating her little import. âLet me guess. Yours?â he gestured toward the bumper stickers on the rear fender: make love, not war, and It takes a village to raise a child. And Ericaâs favorite: Donât blame me, I voted for the other guy.
Erica ignored him. âI can see why your wife would say that. What happened? She finally had enough and left?â
He shook his head.
âNo. She died. Shot in a holdup at a grocery store.â He tapped on the passenger side door with his cane, and to Ericaâs surprise the lock popped open as though it had been jimmied. A moment later, the senator had folded his long, lean length into her car.
âIâIâm sorry,â Erica stammered. âI didnâtââ
âWednesday. Pizza,â he told her in that confident, Mr. Untouchable voice, and then slammed the car door and sat there, staring at her like she was his hired driver. âI usually have pizza on Wednesday.â
Nerve. Thatâs what the man had. Pure, unadulterated nerve. It was almost funny.
Almost.
âWell, bully for you,â Erica muttered.
He reached across to the driverâs side and rolled down the old carâs old-fashioned hand crank window. âWhat?â he demanded, like he was the King of the Parking Lot.
âNothing,â Erica said calmly. âExcept this âtake chargeâ bullshit youâre running on me is not going to work. Good night, Senator.â
âCome to dinner with me, Erica,â he said, dropping drawl and drama for an earnest tone. âI need to know a few things to set up your visit to Billingham, andââhe hesitated a momentââIâd like to tell you about my Katharineâ¦if you feel like listening.â
My Katharine . He spoke the name with such gentleness it was clear heâd cherished the woman as much when she was alive as he did her memory. Erica felt a lump of jealousy rise in her throat. It must be wonderful to feel cherished. If her own experiences and the experiences of her girlfriends were any measure, it was as rare as plutonium to find a man who knew the meaning of the word.
Erica stared at him harder. He was smiling that little smirk-smile again, but this time she tried to see beyond that unfortunate habitual quirk of his lips to the man within. There had to be something beneath it, something deeperâ¦
But if there was any depth to him it all, it certainly wasnât readily apparent. Erica hesitated. The last thing she wanted to do was spend another minute in the