When the Bough Breaks by Jonathan Kellerman Page A

that one too. The guy in the pointy hat made Popeye do all sorts of weird things.”
    “Yeah.”
    “Well that’s great for cartoons, but real hypnotizing isn’t anything like that.” I gave her a child’s version of the lecture I’d delivered to her mother. She seemed to believe me, because fascination took the place of fear.
    “Can we do it now?”
    I hesitated. The beach was empty; there was plenty of privacy. And the moment was right. To hell with Towle …
    “I don’t see why not. First, let’s get real comfortable.”
    I had her fix her eyes upon a smooth shiny pebble as she held it in her hand. Within moments she was blinking in response to suggestion. Her breathing slowed and became regular. I told her to close her eyes and listen to the sound of the waves slapping against the shore. Then I instructed her to imagine herself descending a flight of stairs and passing through a beautiful door to a favorite place.
    “I don’t know where it is, or what’s in it, but it’s a special place for you. You can tell me or keep it secret, but being there makes you feel so comfortable, so happy, so in control …”
    A bit more of that and she was in a deep hypnotic state.
    “Now you can hear the sound of my voice without having to listen. Just continue to enjoy your favorite place, and have a real good time.”
    I let her go for five more minutes. There was a peaceful, angelic expression on her thin little face. A soft wind rustled the loose strands of her hair. She looked tiny, sitting in the sand, hands resting in her lap.
    I gave her a suggestion to go back in time, brought her back to the night of the murder. She tensed momentarily, then resumed the deep, regular breathing.
    “You’re still feeling totally relaxed, Melody. So comfortable and in control. But now you can watch yourself, just as if you were a star on TV. You see yourself getting out of bed …”
    Her lips parted, she ran the tip of her tongue over them.
    “And you go to the window and sit there, just looking out. What do you see?”
    “Dark.” The word was barely audible.
    “Yes, it’s dark. And is there anything else.”
    “No.”
    “Okay. Let’s sit there a while longer.”
    A few minutes later:
    “Can you see anything else in the dark, Melody?”
    “Uh-uh. Dark.”
    I tried a few more times, and then gave up. Either she had seennothing, and the talk of two or three dark men had been confabulation, or she was blocking. In either event I wasn’t going to get anything from her.
    I let her enjoy her favorite place, gave her suggestions for mastery, control, and feeling refreshed and happy, and brought her gently out of hypnosis. She came out smiling.
    “That was fun!”
    “I’m glad you liked it. You seemed to have a real good favorite place.”
    “You said I don’t have to tell you!”
    “That’s true. You don’t.”
    “Well what if I want to?” she pouted.
    “Then you can.”
    “Hmm.” She savored her power for a moment. “I want to tell you. It was riding around on the merry-go-round. Going round and round, faster and faster.”
    “That’s a great choice.”
    “Each time I went around I felt happier and happier. Can we go again some time?”
    “Sure.” Now you’ve done it, Alex. Gotten yourself into something that won’t be easy to pull out of. Instant daddy, just add guilt.
    Back in the car she turned to me.
    “Alex, you said hypnotizing makes you remember better?”
    “It can.”
    “Could I use it to remember my daddy?”
    “When’s the last time you saw him?”
    “Never. He left when I was a little baby. He and Mama don’t live together any more.”
    “Does he visit?”
    “No. He lives far away. Once he called me, before Christmas, but I was sleeping, so Mama didn’t wake me up. That made me mad.”
    “I can understand that.”
    “I hit her.”
    “You must have been really mad.”
    “Yeah.” She bit her lip. “Sometimes he sends me stuff.”
    “Like Fatso?”
    “Yeah, and other stuff.” She