says. And then sheâs gone. But men in our family are like airports: as soon as one plane takes off, here comes another.
âTyler. Hi.â
Beautiful. Celeste Johnson Nichols is beautiful. She would never rub up on a guy, but man, you wish she would. âHey, Celeste.â I pull out my phone and keep moving. You canât just stop for a girl like her. She expects it, you know. You canât give her the upper hand eitherâ thatâs what my uncles say.
âWait up.â
Sheâs following me. But not the way Monique does, all desperate-like. She takes her time. So I step it up. If she wants to talk to me, sheâs gonna have to hustle.
Celeste and I went together all last year. We both decided to call it quits and just be friends. She did not like the way girls blew up my cell. I did not like the way I acted around her, like I could not live without her. We said we would just be friends. But she plays too many games. Like she has a cell, but she blocks my number. She lives six blocks from my house, but if I come by, her mom always says sheâs not home. In the hallway, Celeste might speak to me; she might not. Then one day out the blue, she will do what she just didâask me to hold up. I hate that. Because when she does, I get to thinking . . . maybe.
âTyler. This is silly. Just stop.â
I donât want to, but I do. âHey, whatâs up?â But then Iâm staring into her eyes. I canât help it. Her eyes are almost as pretty as mine. Mix her chocolate brown with my blue eyes, and wow. She said that to me once. She said when we get married and have babies they are going to be the prettiest kids ever. Why would a girl talk like that? What guy do you know wants to get married or talk about babies at my age? Besides, sheâll say something nice then ignore me in class or tell the lab teacher she wants another partner. Why would she do that? Because she can, my father said once. âSo set her straight,â he told me. âLet her know whoâs in charge.â
When you are as tall as I am, you like looking down at the world. It makes you feel better, stronger, smarter than everyone else. Only Celeste is my kryptonite. Walking with her makes me feel like a Hummer with a grenade underneath. Any second itâs like she is going to say something, do something that will make me feel two inches tall. I hate that.
Celeste plays with her gold necklace and stands too close to me. âSo what are you doing this summer?â
I try to play it cool. âI donât know. My dad wants to go to the shore, Mom wants Vegas.â
She stares at my feet. âI like your shoes. Are they new?â
She knows what sheâs doing. Iâve got this thing for shoes, not sneakers. Everyoneâs got those. Me, I have like sixty-five pair of shoes. People wait for me to come to school just to see what I have on my feet. So if you say something about them, itâs like I get high. âThanks.â I stare at my blue shoes. âMy brother sent them from CaliâRodeo Drive, I think.â
Guys passing by say hello to me. But I see their eyes stopping on her best parts. One dude just shakes his head. Thatâs all you can do when you see a girl like her, because you know the guy that gets her is lucky. And youâre just hoping he screws up, so you can get a chance.
âWhat you doing this weekend?â I did not mean to ask her that.
âI donât know. Nothing, I guess.â
See? This is how she plays the game. She says sheâs not doing anything, then all of a sudden sheâs busy when I ask her out. Well, Iâm busy too. âMiya and I are going to do something. Iâm not sure what.â
âOh.â
I like it when I get to her first. She does it to me all the time.
âSheâs . . . cute,â she says, but I can tell that she doesnât believe that. Celeste waves to a guy whoâs driving out of the