hide.â
âDonât you?â Max remained motionless, but Zoe could still feel his heat, his anger. He stood still, seemingly relaxed, yet to Zoe he felt like a panther ready to pounce. On her. âJust Zoe?â he jeered softly. âWho are you, really?â
Zoe met his taunting gaze, her voice steady. âThe woman who is going to have your child.â
Max let out a sharp bark of disbelieving laughter. âYou really are a piece of work.â
âWhatââ
âHave you even considered what having this baby means, Zoe? What it will do to that lovely little body of yours, to your lifestyle? No more parties, no more late nights. No more spending the night with your latest loverââ
âThatâs not fair.â Zoe felt the sting of tears under her lids and furiously blinked them away. âYou donât know meââ
âExactly. I donât know you.â The words seemed to hang in the air, flat and final. âDo you even know what it means to have a child?â Max demanded after a moment, his voice harsh. âOr are you just seeing this babyâthis lifeâas another fashion accessory, something different because youâre bored?â
Each word, Zoe thought numbly, was a judgement, a condemnation. Of course, there was very little reason forMax Monroe to think more of her; she hadnât given him any reason to. She hadnât given anyone any reason to. And standing there, her face drained of colour, her mouth dry, she wondered at the truth of his words.
Was it selfishâstupid, evenâto have a baby because you wanted a family of your own? Because at last youâd have someone to belong to?
Perhaps it was.
Yet even as these thoughtsâfearsâslipped slyly through her mind, Zoe knew she wanted this baby for more reasons than her own selfish desires. She wanted this baby because it was a child, her child, part of her own body, and he or she deserved to live.
âIf I wanted a fashion accessory,â she finally said, her voice thankfully dry, âIâd buy a bracelet.â
Max inclined his head in acknowledgement, and Zoe thought she almostâalmostâsaw the glimmer of a smile in the curve of his mouth, the flicker in his eyes. Then he shrugged. âNaturally Iâll offer financial support, if thatâs what you need.â
âWrite a cheque and be done with it?â
Max narrowed his eyes. âWhat are you angling for, Zoe? Because you canât possibly expectââ He stopped, swallowing, and turned away.
âExpect you to be involved in your childâs life? Funny, how men seem to think that idea is so absurd. So impossible.â
Max swung around sharply. âAre you telling me youâve been in this situation before?â
Zoe hesitated. âIn a manner of speaking. But no, Iâve never been pregnant before.â She took a breath; it hitched slightly. âIâm not asking you to marry me, Max, or even attempt some kind of godforsaken relationship.â She said the word with a little sneer, even though she didnât feel likesneering. She didnât want a relationship with Max; she was realistic enough to realise how ill-fated that would be. Yet it still hurt that he hadnât even considered it for a moment. Heâd dismissed her the morning after theyâd made love, and he was dismissing her and her child now.
Hadnât she had enough of rejection? When was she going to wise up and stop insisting on these confrontations? A wave of dizziness passed over and she swayed on her feet, a tiny moan escaping her. Max inhaled sharply.
âAre you all right?â
âIâm just a little dizzy. I havenât eaten in awhile.â She sat down in the nearest chair with an inelegant thud, closing her eyes against the dizziness, the accompanying nausea and, worst of all, the reality of Maxâs rejection.
Her eyes still closed, she heard him