This series, hell this book, made me realize how scared I was. Scared for the next year, scared for the future, just scared in general. Because I was already considered "grown up" taking care of my sister, going to college and high school at the same time, etc. I didn't have an easy childhood, and I don't have an easy life now. It's what I was used to, so I didn't think much of it. But the decisions Lara Jean made and will have to make in her future makes me realize that I was always scared. Because next year I'm gonna be Lara Jean, worrying about my own little siblings, knowing that if I even do get into my top college (another thing I'm scared about) I'll have to leave them behind not being able to watch them grow up. And then there's the other people I'll have to leave behind, and scared if I'm willing to do that again, even after doing it 4 years ago.
So I'll admit it here. Where people I know in real life won't read it, or even if they do I doubt they'll care to read my reviews:
I'm fucking terrified.
And now I can let the fear go, like cupping leaves in my hands and opening them when a breeze passes by, taking the leaves with them. Because this is me we are talking about. If I can go 17 years living in fear of different things, family members, disease, heartache, friends, then what's the big deal about adding the future to the list?
I'll make it. If there's one thing I'm for sure about myself it's that I'm a survivor. I've pushed through the hard times, and I've darted past the good. How can the future be any different than those two?
So I'll leave my fear here, with the two people who read my reviews. And the fear will stay here in words, and the fear will stay there in my mind in essence. But never spoken aloud.
Guest 2 years agoam I the only one that wants to wait for the movie to come out...because I'm not really feeling the vibe to read this book because I didn't read the other two, I watched them .. by the way, Netflix rules
Guest 2 years agoyah I totally agree with you and don't worry your not the only onw who doesn't really want to read them but however this is my favourite teen series...
Guest 3 years agoI love this series. I wish we were able to see how they worked it out in college. But I think that THIS will be a book to remember. One with a cliff hanger. P.S., I also love someone.
Guest 3 years agoI think this book series is a really gold reflection on real world situations for teens. I think overall it is soo cute. I hope John finds someone just as Lara Jean has found Peter. Personally I truly connected to this book series, as these people are in my age range.
Guest 3 years agoI love the ending. I would really like to see what happens after college, if Lara Jen and Peter stay together or gt married but it was a good ending. Even though John seemed perfect I'm glad she chose Peter. To bad they only exist in words.
Guest 3 years agoI absolutely adored this series. I wish there were more to learn all about Lara Jean and Peter K. ***swoon***
Guest 4 years agothis is so cute! i don't typically like romantic books but this entire series was ADORABLE. I loved it so much.
Guest 4 years agoI wish that there was more josh in these books. I mean there is like no Josh at all. I love seeing Peter and John, but I think adding Josh more would bring the story more alive.
Guest 4 years agoWow I'm in love. But I need more I want to have children and get married. Also there should be something that adds John to the next story. Like he could get a bigger role when they meet at college.
Guest 4 years agoThis series was the best! I desperately want to know what happens next with Lara Jean and Peter. 3 more books that tackle college and adult life, please!
Guest 4 years agoI feel the same as most everyone else it seems, i became so entangled in Lara Jean and Peters life as well as the others, I need to know more it is not the end there is so much more to know. But thanks for the first three they were a delight!