was no need to talk. After all, they had been together since childhood. Maybe they shared a tacit understanding, some kind of marital telepathy that went beyond words.
Margot had not told Oliver everything about her own past. Some thingsâyes. But not all. Was she making a mistake in holding back?
Lacey backed up the car and began the drive to the bus terminal. The sky was blue today and the air cold. âI just wish,â she said, âthat your . . . life was more . . . stable.â
âYou donât need to worry about me,â Margot said, feeling defiance creeping into her voice. âWeâre fine.â
âI know that.â She gave Margot a brief smile and said nothing for a while. After a series of bridges and causeways they wound their way into Portsmouth.
âHave you ever thought of painting again?â
âI could never go back to it now,â Margot said, thinking of her awkward attempt to draw the bittersweet. She was glad that Lacey had dropped the topic of Oliver. It was hard to explain to Lacey that she didnât need marriage, children, and hosting family holidays to be happy. âItâs been too long,â she added. âBesides, I love choosing art and showing it. Thatâs more than enough.â
âYou were very good.â Lacey pulled the car to a stop at a light. The traffic was heavier. Holiday shopping season had officially begun.
âNot really.â
âYou were. You just let . . .â Lacey closed her mouth.
Margot waited. Lacey seemed to have given up her thought.
Finally Margot spoke. âI donât want to paint now.â
The light changed to green. Lacey accelerated. âThatâs not right,â she said emphatically.
âItâs fine with me. Having Oliver around is enough artists for one household,â she said in a joking way.
âYou are better,â she said.
âCome on.â
âYou are.â
âLook, itâs ridiculous to argue about this.â
They had arrived at the bus terminal. Lacey pulled the car into one of the fifteen-minute parking places and turned off the engine. The bus was due to leave on the hour.
Margot stared down at her lap. Why were they even talking about painting or her life with Oliver? How could she have forgotten the real problem, even for a second? âLacey,â she said, âthe girls are concerned. They sense somethingâs wrong.â
âDid they say something?â Laceyâs face was pale in the unflattering light of the car. The fine lines around her eyes seemed deeper.
âWink is worried that things arenât right between you and Alex.â Margot felt guilty about betraying her nieceâs confidence. She had never been disloyal. Being younger, and not their mother, Margot had found her nieces were inclined to share their feelings with her. âToni senses something, too.â
âAlex and I are going to be fine.â
âI think you should tell them.â
Lacey slammed her hands against the steering wheel. âDonât tell me that. I know what Iâm doing. Iâm their mother. Not you.â
Margot moved closer to the door, feeling as if sheâd been slapped. A few fat clouds blew across the sky, covering the sun. The air in the car grew chilled.
âIf I say it,â Lacey said, her voice measured and determined, âif I tell them, then itâs . . . true.â
âI just think itâs better to be honest with them. Please, letâs go back to the house.â Margot tried to keep her voice gentle. She wanted to persuade her sister, not anger her further. âI could change my ticket and stay another day,â she said, realizing that taking some kind of action might make a difference. âIt might be easier for you if they knew whatâs going on.â
âAbsolutely not.â Lacey straightened and drew in her breath. âI donât want to upset them. Weâre
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