standing behind her. âSounds fun to me.â She could feel him at her back. He whispered in her ear: âTeach me, too?â He placed his hands on top of her shoulders and started to massage them.
Ally turned and said kindly, âNot a great night . . . and you have a cold.â
Teddyâs face fell. He stepped back and leaned against the table, perching his buttocks half on, half off. âYou need to get out of Brooklyn, Al. Out of this house.â
Ally turned to the sink, embarrassed. She picked up a Brillo and started to scrub a casserole dish. âIâm sorry. Youâre right.â
âWe got together. Your mother was sick. You said you were stressed. She passed away and you were sad. When Iâm upset,
all
I want is to hop in the sack. We have fun. Donât we?â
âYes.â
âHave you ever beenâ
frigid
before?â
Ally paused and looked at the dish. â
Frigid
?â she said quietly, wondering if in fact she was. She turned. âBut we fool around.â
âYes, we do, but weâre
adults.
Grown-ups, Ally, and I canât get past second base.â
Ally nodded. He was right. That was true.
Teddy looked around the kitchen. âI think youâre stuck. In her house. You canât have
fun
in your
motherâs
house. You canât get out from
under
herâspell.â Ted reached into his pants pocket and pulled out the soggy handkerchief. He blew his nose. âYou need a vacationâor a shrink.â
âMaybe,â said Ally. âMy best friendâs a shrink. Iâll ask her.â
âOr maybe youâre not attracted to me.â
âPlease,â she insisted, turning around. âYouâre attractive. You are.â
âI know!â He laughed. âI know I am! Iâve got appeal.â
âYou do.â
âBut that doesnât mean . . . Some women needâsome need a meal. Some need commitment.â He was musing.
Ally nodded. âSome do,â she said, âbut tonight, Iâm tired. Five-course dinner, cooked from scratch. Lizzie and her nose . . .â
âAll right,â he said. âIâm an ass. I got you a new set of golf clubs. There.â He pointed to the corner.
âTed.â
He straightened and lifted his buttocks from the table and tucked in his shirt. âI want to take you down to this course. I like you, Al, I always have, and Iâd like to take this to the next level.â
Ally studied him for a moment. âArenât youâ
seeing
other people?â
Teddy paused. âNot
really.
â
She rubbed her eyes. âI thought you were. I had this senseââ
âYou want to go steady? We can go steady.â
Ally turned to the counter and picked up a piece of tinfoil. She wrapped it around a chicken breast.
âYou want me to pin you? Give you my ring and my varsity jacket?â
She turned and handed the chicken to Ted. âDid you play sports?â
âNo,â he admitted. âOnly the golf.â
Ally smiled.
â
At the front door, he kissed her. âYou know what I thought? All night tonight?â He lowered his voice.
âNo. What.â
âAlly has a fantastic ass. Itâs perfect.â
âThank you.â
âIâd pay for that ass. To
own
that ass.â
She gently pushed him out the door.
âThat turns you on,â he sang as he left. âYouâre pushing me out
because
youâre turned on.â He trudged down the stoop. âAm I right?â
âNope. Good night, Ted. Thanks for the wine.â
âNight, Al. Love you.â
Ally waved and watched him walk off toward Hicks Street. Then she looked up at the low-hanging clouds and held out her hand. It had started to rain.
â
In the kitchen, she washed down the table.
Maybe he was right, she thought, Ted.
Claire was still so alive in these rooms.
She drew still