doesnât like
kapusta?â
she asked, her nose wrinkling at the thought of eating the pungent cabbage and sauerkraut slaw. Sheâd only mentioned it to Nick as a joke.
âHow can he not like
kapusta?â
As a concession to Taj, Mama Fay was wearing what she called her Laura Bush outfit: a trim sweater set and a necklace of fake pearls. But that was as far as she would goâthe pants were form-fitting and leopard-print. And Mama Fay had styled her hair into a towering beehive and had glued on her most abundant fake eyelashes, so that it looked like two spiders were attached to her eyes.
Taj set the rickety table in the alcove off the kitchen with three places. She didnât know why she had decided so impulsively to invite Nick over to dinner. Okay, so heâd paid her cab fare, but did she really owe him dinner? It had just come out of her mouthâwanna have dinner at my house?âbefore she could process what an invitation like that meant.
âWhat about the old boyfriend?â Mama Fay was asking. âThe famous one. The one who went crazy and went to Africa.â
âWho knows?â Taj shrugged. âI havenât heard fromhim. Now theyâre saying he went to Tibet, to be with the monks.â
âMonks? Why monks? My Lord, I canât see that boy with the monks.â
Johnny had loved
kapusta.
Heâd loved everything about Mama Fay, had even enjoyed hanging out at the cabaret. And Mama Fay and the drag queens had adored Johnny in return. So handsome! That hairâhow can it be natural! Those eyes! They thought he was more beautiful than any boy theyâd ever met.
Johnny had lapped up all the affection. Heâd practically been part of the family. In fact, until all that stuff started happening with TAP, when he began getting big, and playing gigs, and then the record deal happened and he was so busy dealing with music execs he didnât have time to hang outâat least, that was his excuse; Taj knew that at that point there were other girls involvedâuntil then, he was always hanging out at her house.
He didnât talk about his home life, but Taj figured there wasnât much to say. Sheâd seen the bruises on his arm from the beatings his stepfather administered, and as for his mom, according to Johnny she was so tired from working two jobs she never even noticed him.
Did they worry about him like she did? Were they proud of his album? Did they even care that he was missing? Had disappeared?
Taj went to the bathroom to check on her appearance. Nick was arriving soon. Heâd sounded distracted when he called, but heâd promised he would be there tonight.
She was wearing a little plaid dress sheâd hemmed to mini length, black stockings, and platform heels, and she had taken care to blow-dry her hair perfectly.
God, what do I care. He probably thinks I look really stupid.
But she applied a second coat of lip gloss anyway.
Nick
NICK PULLED UP TO THE ADDRESS TAJ HAD GIVEN him. It was in a desolate area of the Hollywood flats, next door to two empty lots. He noticed a couple of junkyard dogs sniffing around. His first thought was that the neighborhood was uglier and grittier than he had assumed, and the second was that he was a snob for thinking like that. He didnât like to think of himself as a snob.
The patch of garden in front of the house was full of weeds and rotting plastic furniture. Did Taj really live here?
He walked up to the door and rang the bell.
He heard some yelling from insideââGET THE DOOR!â âGOT IT!â âJEEZ!ââand a few minutes later Taj was standing in the doorway.
She was wearing some kind of dress that skimmed her body and was cut short on the thigh. Nick thought she looked amazing, and he told her so.
âYeah, I remember nowâyouâre the one who thinks Iâm pretty.â Taj smiled. âAre those for me?â
âTheyâre for your â¦