thatâsââ
âLow and mean,â he finished, scowling more fiercely. âAll right, if you donât want to involve Jason and Jill, then just the two of us will go.â
âI already said no.â
âWhy?â
Her shoulders trembled slightly as she smeared the moisture across her cheek. âIâm divorced.â She said it as if it had been a well-kept secret and no one but her mother and children were aware of it.
âSo?â He was still scowling.
âI have children.â
âI know that, too. Youâre not making a lot of sense, Dianne.â
âItâs not thatâexactly. You can date any woman you want.â
âI want to date you. â
âNo!â She was trembling from the inside out. She tried to compose herself, but it was hopeless with Steve standing so close, looking as though he was going to reach for her and kiss her again.
When she was reasonably sure she wouldnât crumble under the force of her fascination with him, she looked him in the eye. âIâm flattered, really I am, but it wouldnât work.â
âYou donât know that.â
âBut I do, I do. Weâre not even in the same league, you and I, and this whole thing has got completely out of hand.â She stood a little straighter, as though the extra inch in height would help. âThe deal was I pay you to escort me to the Valentineâs dinnerâbut then I had to go and complicate matters by suggesting you look smitten with me and you did such a good job of it that youâve convinced yourself youâre attracted to me and you arenât. You couldnât be.â
âBecause youâre divorced and have two children,â he repeated incredulously.
âYouâre forgetting my manipulative mother.â
Steve clenched his fists at his sides. âI havenât forgotten her. In fact, Iâm grateful to her.â
Dianne narrowed her eyes. âNow I know you canât be serious.â
âYour motherâs a real kick, and your kids are great, and in case youâre completely blind, I think youâre pretty wonderful yourself.â
Dianne fumbled with the pearls at her neck, twisting the strand between her fingers. The man who stood before her was every womanâs dream, but she didnât know what was right anymore. She knew only one thing. After the way heâd humiliated her this evening, after the way heâd let her actually pay him to take her to the Valentineâs dinner, make a total fool of herself, there was no chance she could see him again.
âI donât think so,â she said stiffly. âGoodbye, Steve.â
âYou really mean it, donât you?â
She was already halfway to the front door. âYes.â
âAll right. Fine,â he said, slicing the air with his hands. âIf this is the way you want it, then fine, just fine.â With that he stormed off to his car.
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Dianne knew her family would give her all kinds of flack. The minute she walked in the door, Jason and Jill barraged her with questions about the dinner. Dianne was as vague as possible and walked upstairs to her room, pleading exhaustion. There must have been something in her eyes that convinced her mother and children to leave her alone, because no one disturbed her again that night.
She awoke early the next morning, feeling more than a little out of sorts. Jason was already up, eating a huge bowl of cornflakes at the kitchen table.
âWell,â he said, when Dianne walked into the kitchen, âwhen are you going to see Steve again?â
âUh, I donât know.â She put on a pot of coffee, doing her best to shove every thought of her dinner companion from her mind. And not succeeding.
âHe wants to go out on another date with you, doesnât he?â
âUh, Iâm not sure.â
âYouâre not sure?â Jason asked. âHow come? I saw