even for a second. She left the class distressed.
Panic washed through her like icy rapids.
What was happening to her?
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Barthâs mouth dropped open when Seana joined him at the dinner table that evening. Her face seemed to belong on another person. It seemed frozen into a mask of stunned remorse.
âSomethingâs wrong, Barth,â she muttered through tight lips. âSomething horribleâs happening to me.â
Barth scooted around and took the bar stool next to her. He took her icy hands in his. âWhat do you think it is?â Her distress was viral. His pulse began to pound in his ears. This is ridiculous, he told himself. Stay calm and reassure Seana.
âI canât remember a thing the teacher said in class today.â
Pull it together, Barth.
Barth sucked in a deep, raw breath and drew Seana into his arms. She was limp as a noodle. âListen, Babe, youâre okay,â he murmured gently. âYou hear me? Youâre okay. â
Her head moved slowly from side to side. âNo, Barth. Iâm not okay.â The lackadaisical words pierced his heart and shot terror clean out his fingers and toes.
âYes, you are.â He heard the edge in his voice then backpedaled to gentle mode. âA good nightâs sleep is what you need. After that, youâll feel better. Youâll see.â
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Barth slept restlessly, and every time he turned over, Seanaâs eyes were wide open, staring at the ceiling. âYou need to relax, darling; thereâs nothing to fear,â he reminded her each time. âClose your eyes and just â let your mind drift.â
âI canât.â Thatâs all she said. Just âI canât.â
That in itself scared the dickens out of him. Now he knew what that Southern term meant. He was living it. Still ⦠he felt that this was only temporary.
Finally, around 3:30 a.m., he gently nudged Seana over on her side, into a fetal position, then he spooned against her back, wrapping her in his arms and warmth. The night had been dark and desolate. Endless.
At least he could give her solace.
Then, through the floor-to-ceiling window, he watched as daylight swallowed up the darkness and the mountain range grew clear and blue.
And he felt a spurt of hope.
That today, Seana would come back to him.
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But Seana did not come back. Was not, in fact, able to function. She was barely able to go to the bathroom and crawl back in bed. She refused to eat unless Barth spoon-fed her. Then she would turn her head away most of the time.
Barth called Tech and cancelled her lesson for that day, then the next, and finally all of them.
Sunday came and Seana didnât go to church, an unheard of thing as a rule. Barth asked Billie Jean to stay with Seana and he volunteered to teach Seanaâs kindergarten-age Sunday School class. Easy enough, he decided.
Joanie Knight volunteered to help him. âSort of a teacherâs aide.â She grinned at him, and her periwinkle blue eyes, which matched her top-of-the-knees dress, twinkled as she watched the innocent-faced cherubs enter the classroom.
Barth began to relax. Heck, what could go wrong with such sweet students?
Gaining their attention, after five minutes of getting them all situated in tiny chairs, wasnât too bad. Curiosity won out. Theyâd not seen this gigantic male before in their little setting. They peered openly at him as he read the Sunday school story of the week, about David and the giant, Goliath.
Barth found himself getting carried away with the drama and began acting out the roles. Only thing, when he got to Goliath, he wasnât sure how to demonstrate the actual murder. One child, little red-haired Harry Woodall, was on his feet in a heartbeat. âI know,â he pealed and ran to the corner toy box. There, he extracted a rubber sword. A long one. âDis how Da-bid did