wisely.â
âBut, I was picking my battles. You said yourself thatâs what I should be doing. I was ignoring her so I wouldnât say anything disrespectful to her. So in actuality I was being respectful.â
âKamiyah, câmon. Stop this already. You know like I do, every time you and your mother get into a disagreement and things donât go your way, you give her the cold-shoulder treatment.â
âWell, she does it to me .â
âIt still doesnât make it right.â
I force myself not to roll my eyes at him. âShe even does it to you .â
âAnd that still doesnât make it right,â he repeats, making a left onto JFK Parkway. Although I have an idea where weâre headed, I decide to ask anyway.
âWeâre not going home?â
âNo. Weâre stopping at the mall. Maybe an incentive will help motivate you.â
I giggle. âShopping always motivates me, Daddy.â
âYeah, well letâs hope it also inspires you enough to go home and apologize to your mother.â
âFine,â I say, turning my head and looking out the window. Okay, why I always gotta be the one to apologize to her is ridiculous. So what if sheâs the parent. It still doesnât make it rightâor her rightâall the time. Sometimes sheâs dead wrong, like now. Putting me on punishment for two weeks when I didnât really do anything. I reluctantly nod my head, looking back at him. âIâll apologize to her.â
âGood. But youâre not taking these things with you to your motherâs house. You keep âem in your room at mine until things smooth over between you and her. Deal?â
âOkay, deal.â
âGood. Now, tell me. How was your day?â
I gladly give him the rundown, relieved to be changing the subject. âOh, and the French club is having their annual trip to Paris during the spring break, but the permission slips have to be in soon. Do you think Iâll be able to go? Itâs mostly for the French club, but they also extend it to honor students as well.â
He takes his eyes off the road, glancing over at me. âI donât see why not. Let me talk it over with your mother first.â
âOhmygod, Daddy, do you really have to ask her?â
âYes, I do. Sheâs your mother. And a trip to France is a major thing. She needs to be okay with you going, too.â
I sigh. âOh well. There goes that dream,â I say sarcastically. âSheâs gonna say no. And you know it.â
He sighs, eyeing me. âWhy canât you try being a little nicer and a whole lot more respectful to your mother, instead of always trying to go against her? The two of you always fighting isnât good. I canât understand it.â
I poke my lips out. âDaddy, itâs her,â I whine. âBut you donât want to believe it. Even you couldnât stand living with her.â
He shoots me a look, then looks back at the road. He knows what Iâve said is true, even if he wonât admit it. He forgets I used to hear how they would argue. Well, I donât know if you can really call it arguing, since most of the time she was the one doing all the talking.
âListen,â he says, slicing into my thoughts. âRegardless of my reasoning why I decided to move out, your mother and I still love each other very much. And we both love you. Donât ever forget that.â
I cross my arms tightly over my chest. âWell, I know you love me.â But there is no love lost between me and the Witch. She hates me just as much as I hate her. Of course I keep this to myself. Daddy will only side with her anyway, so whatâs the point. He cuts his eyes over at me, shaking his head. âOkay, well . . . maybe she does love me . . .â But I still think she hates me more.
Daddy merges onto Route 24 going east. We drive a few minutes with just the