Creed of Redemption (S.I.N. Rock Star Trilogy #2) by S.R. Watson, Shawn Dawson Page B

together. We’ve worked too hard on this to let it fall apart now.
    “Look. We’re on the way to Santa Clara. Can you get a flight and meet us there?” The guys know I have a twin now so he can join us while we work through this mess. We need a solid plan. I’ll hear out his idea, but we need to be in agreement. This affects us both.
    “I can do that. I can get a flight out this evening actually,” he agrees.
    “Okay. We’re playing at Levi’s Stadium tonight, but I’ll give your info to our driver. It will either be Gus or Stewart. They can make sure you have a ride from the airport. Wish you could come see us perform.” We can’t afford for him to accidentally be seen at the concert. Not before we pull off our plan.
    “Me too. Soon, brother.” I give him the info he needs before hanging up. I need to tell Lourdes so she isn’t blindsided for a second time. She is typing away on her Mac on her bunk when I find her.
    “Hey,” she says looking up at me. She gives me a little smile.
    “Sevyn is coming here,” I rush out. I watch the smile disappear. We haven’t even discussed the reason he was at the lake house. We just kind of buried it and now we’re reopening those wounds.
    “Why?” she questions. “I mean whatever. I don’t care.” She closes her computer and rummages frantically through the bag next to her. I reach over and still her trembling hands.
    “Lourdes, I’m sorry. I’m sorry I haven’t talked to you about my brother, but I will. I never wanted to hurt you. When Sevyn gets here, we’ll sit down and discuss the reason we’re carbon copies of one another. The reason he can’t be seen with me. I didn’t want you to be blindsided again so I wanted to be the first to tell you he’s coming here.”
    “Okay.” I let her hands go and she pulls earphones out of her bag. I need to give her some space. She won’t even look at me now. She connects the earphones to her phone and cranks up the volume. I can hear Mochica’s Scared coming from the tiny speakers. She turns to lie on her back and closes her eyes. I guess that’s my indication that this conversation is over. Sevyn and I haven’t shared our full story with anyone, not even my guys. Tonight I will tell Lourdes. She deserves that much. It’s the most sincere apology that I can give. My redemption.

     
    Sex in Numbers gave another fucking epic performance tonight. I’m so proud of them and so excited that I get to witness their journey firsthand. We’re heading back to the bus now and I’m nervous because I know Sevyn should be there by now. I bonded with him too, before I knew who he was. I know of one day that it was him and not Diesel and that’s the day before the big blow up. I do appreciate Diesel’s effort to make this right. I just don’t know what the fuck I’m supposed to feel.
    The guys enter the bus first, and I immediately hear the boisterous greetings between them. Lily and I are close on their heels. She does a double take when she sees the two brothers side by side. Xander filled her in that Diesel had a twin who was joining us on the bus for a few days, but that is the most any of them know.
    My heart drops at the sight of them. The flashback of the last time I saw them together is too real. I can tell which is Diesel because he’s wearing his Sex in Numbers rock tee. Other than that, it’s fucking crazy how identical they are. Same haircut. Same tattoos. Same hot as fuck body. Same everything.
    “Okay. This is a little cray,” Lily says interrupting their hoorah.
    “Diesel, I’ve never seen twins this identical. I only know who is who from your clothes. That is so damn freaky.” The uneasiness between the two brothers is palpable. The question is why?
    “Yet, we couldn’t be more different,” Sevyn promises with a half-smile.
    “Yeah. He’s the sensitive one,” Diesel agrees.
    “And he got all the jackass genes,” Sevyn retorts.
    “Hey, don’t be mad because I’m hotter.” Diesel