broadly.
Phew.
He wrapped me in his arms and I rested my head on his shoulder. And we just stood right there, like that, as time passed. I breathed him in, and he smelled so good. He had the sweet scent of a vampire but also something more, something that was just him, very masculine and sexy. He felt solid. A lifeline, and I didn’t want to let go, but …
“It’s not that long till dawn,” I said. “Can I … can I show you where I’m staying? In case … for some reason we can’t go back to the same club….”
He nodded, smiling at me. He had a permanent smile etched onto his face. I did too, but I was also worried about what was to come. Worried about Adam and how our fight would go down.
We walked back to the house I was living in in near silence. It wasn’t awkward exactly, it was charged, and felt exciting. I was buzzing. When we got to the back entrance I turned to him and said, “Goodbye.”
“I’ll see you tomorrow,” he said, and it was full of meaning. His eyes told me how he felt.
And I wanted to see him then, but – “I …”
The smile fell from his face at my hesitation.
“Tomorrow night I’m going to look for Adam … but will you wait for me? Don’t go leaving the city, not until you find out if I’ve survived … or not. I’d like to see you again.”
“Don’t worry, you’ll be seeing me. I have faith in you.” Then his grin returned, and this time it had a cheeky edge. “I don’t even know your name!”
“It’s Marilyn.”
“Peter,” he said, and he held his hand out.
I shook it, and tingles of pleasure shot up my arm. I so didn’t want him to go … but I felt I really needed to sort out the Adam mess before I got involved with anyone … and I felt … I hoped … that this guy, Peter, that he was a long term thing.
“I’ll be seeing you,” he said.
I watched him leave, then, still buzzing, went to lie down for the day … and that night my dreams were quite different ;-)
Chapter 10
The following night I returned to the club, but saw someone from one of my college classes, so I left in a hurry. Instead I skulked the streets nearby, for hours, thinking about everything that was going on. It occurred to me that it was a long time since I’d thought about Luca. Huh. And thinking about him didn’t bring back that sense of longing anymore. Which was a good job, too, as he was not a good vampire.
He killed me.
All this was his fault. Why had I had feelings for him after I turned? Adam had obviously had feelings for me as a human, but after he turned into a vampire he had left me. Just goes to show how those feelings weren’t real at all. I wondered if it would have been the same for me. Had I seen Luca after I’d turned maybe I would have realised this … but seeing as I didn’t see him maybe I’d idealised his memory? No longer. I got it now, and I’d be happy if I never saw him again.
Adam didn’t show.
The next night was the same, so I went in search of more newspapers and discovered the night before there had been killings near another club. The following night I went there. I hadn’t seen Peter since that night, and I missed him, but I wasn’t about to search for him, not until I’d tackled the Adam problem.
The new club was smaller, only one room, in a basement. It was dark with low ceilings and a thumping beat. I spotted Adam the second I walked in, my eyes drawn to his scruffy hair. He had his back to me, and was kissing a girl’s neck. She looked as though she was in bliss.
I didn’t approach him, instead I tried to stay hidden, keeping other people between me and him, but always aware of his location. Until, and I didn’t have to wait long, he decided to leave, taking the girl with him. I followed. He was too wrapped up in his seduction to notice me.
Outside I trailed him down a dark alley, past an area cordoned