up.â
I snorted. âWhatâs changed?â
âThe scuttlebutt says that you killed the whole Red Court of Vampires,â said Sir Stuart. âAny truth to that?â
âThey abducted my daughter,â I said. I tried for a neutral tone, but it came out clipped and hard. I hadnât even known Maggie existed until Susan Rodriguez had shown up out of nowhere after years overseas and begged for my help in recovering our daughter. Iâd set out to get her back by any means necessary.
I shivered. Iâd . . . done things, to get the child away from the monstrous hands of the Red Court. Things I wasnât proud of. Things I would never have dreamed I would be willing to do.
I could still remember the hot flash of red from a cut throat beneath my fingers, and I had to bow my head for a moment in an effort to keep the memory from surging into my thoughts in all its hideous splendor. Maggie. Chichén Itzá. The Red King. Susan.
Susanâs blood . . . everywhere.
I forced myself to speak to Sir Stuart. âI donât know what you heard. But I went and got my girl back and put her in good hands. Her mother and a whole lot of vampires died before it was over.â
âAll of them?â Sir Stuart pressed.
I was quiet for a moment before I nodded. âMaybe. Yeah. I mean, I couldnât exactly take a census. The spell could have missed some of the very youngest, depending on the details of how it was set up. But every single one of the bastards nearby me died. And the spell was meant to wipe the world clean of whoever it targeted.â
Mort made a choking sound. âCouldnât . . . I mean, wouldnât the White Council get upset about that? Killing with magic, I mean?â
I shrugged. âThe Red King was about to use the spell on an eightyear-old girl. If the Council doesnât like how I stopped that from happening, they can kiss my immaterial ass.â I found myself chuckling. âBesides. I killed vampires, not mortals, with that magic. And what are they gonna do anyway? Chop my head off? Iâm dead already.â
I saw Mort trade a look with Sir Stuart in the rearview mirror.
âWhy are you so angry at them, Harry?â Mort asked me.
I frowned at him and then at Stuart. âWhy do I feel like I should be lying on a couch somewhere?â
âA shade is formed when something significant is left incomplete,â Sir Stuart said. âPart of what we do is work out whatâs causing you to hold on to your life so hard. That means asking questions.â
âWhat? So I can go on my way? Or something?â
âOtherwise known as leaving me alone,â Mort muttered.
âSomething like that,â Sir Stuart said quickly, before I could fire back at Mort. âWe just want to help.â
I gave Sir Stuart the eye and then Mort. âThatâs what you do? Lay spirits to rest?â
Mort shrugged. âIf someone didnât, this town would run out of cemetery space pretty fast.â
I thought about that for a moment. Then I said, âSo how come you havenât laid Sir Stuart to rest?â
Mort said nothing. His silence was a barbed, stony thing.
Sir Stuart leaned forward to put a hand on Mortâs shoulder, seemed to squeeze it a little, and let go. Then he said to me, âSome things canât be mended, lad. Not by all the kingâs horses or all the kingâs men.â
âYouâre trapped here,â I said quietly.
âWere I trapped, it would indicate that I am the original Sir Stuart. I am not. I am but his shade. One could think of it that way nonetheless, I suppose,â he said. âBut I prefer to consider it differently: I regard myself as someone who was truly created with a specific purpose for his existence. I have a reason to be who and what and where I am. How many flesh-and-blood folk can say as much?â
I scowled as I watched the snowy road ahead of us. âAnd