iams asked, placing a
sympathetic hand on
Colby's arm.
She turned her gaze back to her
mother. “I've tried to
talk to her, but she won't open up.
I keep tel ing myself it
wil blow over.
“More than likely
it wil . You had a rebellious streak of
your own, you know, Emma said with a
smile.
“I remember,
Colby confessed. “I don't think it ever
real y affected my relationship with
you or Daddy.
“No. Thankfully,
it didn't, she admitted. “But all
children are different.
Colby shook her head. “I'm
beginning to wonder if I'm
doing something wrong, if maybe I'm
just not a very good
mom.
“Now you stop
that, dear, her mother admonished
her. “You're a
wonderful mom. You know how proud your
father and I are of you for the way
you've handled things.
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“Thank you, Mama,
Colby said, somehow needing to
hear the words today.
She squeezed Colby's shoulder.
“You had to become
responsible at a very young age, she
said, her voice
softening. “And
you didn't take the easy way out. You
made a life for yourself and that
child. I know there were
times when you must have wondered
what it would be like
not to have all that responsibility.
To be free to do as you
wanted.
Colby gave her mother a grateful
smile. “You know I'd
never have done it without you and
Dad.
“Oh, yes, you
would have. I know you wel enough to
be sure of that, she said with pride
in her voice. “Maybe
Lena could spend the afternoon with
us. You go be good
to yourself.
Colby sent a glance at her daughter,
laughing now at
something the pastor had said.
“I'm sure she'd like that.
Her father and Lena waved goodbye to
the preacher and
joined them across the lawn. “What
do you say I treat my
three favorite ladies at Libbie's
for lunch? her father said.
Lena's relaxed demeanor disappeared
behind the sul en
facade she'd been wearing for the
past few weeks. As much
as Colby would have liked to go, it
would be good for Lena
to spend some time alone with her
grandparents. “You
three go on. I've got some things to
do at home, Daddy.
“You sure, honey?
She nodded and smiled her most
convincing smile.
“All right, then.
We'll bring the punkin' home later,
he said, ruffling Lena's hair.
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“We'l have her
there by dinner, her mother promised.
“Have a good
time, honey. Colby waved as the three
of them headed to her parents' car.
But Lena didn't answer.
She merely tucked herself closer in
the curve of her
grandfather's arm while Colby
watched them drive away, a
dul ache deep inside her.
BACK AT THE HOUSE, Colby
straightened up, then
put in a load of laundry. She rarely
went to the clinic on
Sunday unless there were dogs or
cats in the hospital, since
the part-time help came in to feed
the animals on the
weekend.
After turning on the washing
machine, she made her
way into the kitchen and stared at
the items lining the
pantry shelves. Macaroni. Tomato
soup. Black olives. Fat-
free cookies.
Critter sidled against the back of
her legs, letting out a
soft meow.
Colby looked down at her and sighed.
“I know. Kind
of lonely around here, isn't it?
Critter answered with another meow.
She reached down and picked her up,
tucking the kitty
under her chin. The cat purred like
a lawn mower. Petey and
Lulu lay under the kitchen table,
looking across at her with
sleepy eyes. “I
guess in a few years, it'l be just the four of
us, huh?
Petey groaned in protest and rolled
over on his back,
his paws in the air.
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“I know how you
feel. She considered her own
question for a moment. In the past,
she hadn't allowed
herself to dwell on what things
would be like after Lena
grew up and left home. She'd meant
it when she'd told
Phoebe that she was happy with the
way things were. She
had a full life. She didn't need a
man to make it complete.
But would the
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