tongue,anexplanationabouthowhewasonlytryingtounderstandherthought processformingatthebackofhismind.
Butthenhisphonevibratedandlitupwithanothertext:
“IsthereanythingelseIcandoforyoubeforeIgotosleep?” itflashed.Miyuki’s gentlewayofrepeatingaquestionwithoutactuallyaskingit.
“Seriously,ifyouneedtoanswerthat…”Anasaid.
Themoodwasawkwardnow.Thickwithpost-sextension.Apparentlyshe’dtaken hiswordsaboutwaitingforadismissaltoheart.Shedidn’tmoveoffhislapbutshe shiftedsohewasnolongerinsideher,andherdiscomfortwaspatentlyobvious.
Heglancedatthephone,butonlyoncebeforesaying,“Weshowerbeforebed.That isourwayhere.Willyoutakeashowerforme?”
Atthispoint,NohadtowonderiftheAmericanhadevenanounceofguileinher blood.Hereyesflaredaswideasananimecharacter’swithsurprise,whichmadeitall thatmoreamusingwhensheanswered,“Sure,noproblem,Icandothat,”withaforced casualtone.
Hesitating,shestartedtogetupoffhislap.Thenstopped,seemingtothinktwice aboutpossiblydisobeyingoneofhiscommands.
Funny,Westerngirlshadaworldwidereputationforbeingmuchmoresexually openandoutgoing,buthe’dnevermetawomanfromWestorEastasawkwardasthis one.Sowhydidhefindhermannersoarousing?Soincrediblyhardtoresist?
Hegaveheraslownodofdismissal.Afterwhichshescrambledintoherbedroom, closingthedoorsoftlybehindher.
Then,andonlythen,didhepickuphisphonetotextMiyukiback.
ChapterFifteen
LILLIWOULDN’TSAYshetookthelongestshowerever,butyeah,ithadtobeupthere intheranks.Shekeptgettingdistracted,losingherselfinthoughtsofwhathad happenedwithMr.Nakamura.Jesus,whydidn’tanyonewarnhersexcouldbethat good?Thathot?
Makeyoufeelthisguiltyafterwards?
She’dexpectedtofeelsomekindofsluttyaboutthiswholebusiness,butthatwasn’t howhe’dmadeherfeelatall.Beautiful.Sexy.Treasured.Allthewordsthatprobably shouldn’tcometomindwhentalkingaboutherjohn.Aseriouslyhandsomeand upscalejohn,ofcourse,butajohnnonetheless.Ajohnshewassupposedtobekeeping tabsonforthemysteriousvoice.
Butwhatever,hewasgonenowafterpolitelycommandinghertotakeashower beforeshewenttobed.Shegotoutoftheshower.Driedoffandthrewherhairinto fourbantuknots,beforeflickingoffthelightsandheadingintothebedroom—
SheyelpedwhenshefoundNorioNakamurainherroom.Pantszippedup,and textingonthechaiseloungeasifthiswerehisbedroomandnothers.
Helookedupfromhisphone.“Youweren’texpectingmetobehere.”
“Well…no,”Lillianswered,pattinghernowrapidlybeatingheart.“Miyukisaidyou wouldn’tstaymuchlongerthanittookto…”Shetrailedoff.
Andhesetthephoneasideontheroundglasstablenexttothechaiselounge.
“Miyukiwasmistaken.”
Andthat’swhenLillinoticedhehadwhatappearedtobeasetoffoldedpajamason hislap.
“SOAREyoustayingthenight,Mr.Nakamura?”sheaskedwhenNoreturnedfromthe bathroomdressedinalongsleevedteeshirtandsilkpajamabottoms.
Anawasnowtheonesittingonthechaiselounge,seeminglytoobaffledbyhis behaviortogetintobed.
Noinwardlycursedherforasking.Cursedhimselfforstillbeinghere.Whyhadhe veeredsofaroffplan?Hestillhadnoclue.
Buthewashere.HadevenhadMiyukidropoffasetofpajamaswhileAnahadbeen
takingaratherlongshower.
“Anddidyou…”Shestood,sniffingtheairaroundhim“...usemyshampoo?”
“ Hai ,andyoursoap,andyourdryer,”heanswered,jawtight.“Ididn’thavemy own.”
“That’stotallyfine,”shesaidwithawidegrin.“OyinHoneyWashsmellsstupidgood onyou.”
Astrangecompliment,butacomplimentnonetheless.Andonehesomewhat understood,becausestandingtherewithhermadehimfeelbothstupidandgood.
Desiretofeelhersoftbrownskin,warmagainsthisownpaleshade,throbbedinhis gut,threateningtocompelhimoutofreason.
Butheknewbetter.Knewwantinghersoftnesswasn’tworthbreakingoneofhis family’smostsacredrules.
“Leftorright?”
Hersoftquestioninterruptedhishardthoughts,andhelookedovertofindher watchinghimwithastrangelookinherwarmbrowneyes.“Doyousleepontheleftor rightsideofthebed?”
Itwasconcern,herealized.Thesamethingthathadbeeninhervoicewhenshe askedabouthisdayearlier.Inherreallife,theonebeforeandafterhersixmonths