,thatwashot.
Howmuchcontrolhadittakenforhimtoholdbacklikethat?Lilliwondered.Notto release,untilhewasready.Ahellofalot,sheguessed.Andshethengotthefeelingthat thecompanyliteraturewasn’tjustblowingmarketingsmokewhentheyclaimedthe Nakamurafamilywasdescendedfromsamurais.
Heheldontoherforalongtimeafter.Actuallyheldwasn’ttherightword.More likeherestedagainsther,hisarmsloosearoundherwaistasifthisacthadrelieved himofwhateverburdenhe’dbroughtwithhimintotheapartment.
Whatareyoumixedupin? shewantedtoaskhim. Whydidthatvoicesendmeafter you?
Butofcourseshedidn’taskhimthat.Couldn’taskhimthat.Instead,shestrokedhis softhairashebreathedintoherneck,wishingthatnotbeingabletoaskaquestion meantitdisappearedfromyourmind.
ChapterFourteen
WOULD youlikeyourcarnow?
Nodidn’trealizehowlonghe’dbeensittingwithAnauntilhisphonelituponthe roundwoodensidetablehe’dplaceditonbeforesettlingintotheslipperchair.
Healwayskepthisphoneoutwhenhewashavingsex.Justincasesomethingmore importantcameup.Also,sohecouldtextforacarassoonashewasdone.Noneedto lingerwiththewomenhe’donlyhiredtofulfillhisbiologicalneeds.
ButifMiyukiwastextinghim,itmustbewellpasttheusualhourorlesshetypically spentwithhisOsakaCharmgirls.
Yethedidn’tpickupthephone.Infact,heclosedhiseyes,restinghisheadonAna’s shoulder.Eventhoughheknewifhedidn’tgohomenow,he’dhavetocramlikea schoolboyontheplanetomorrowtogethisnotesfinished,hecouldn’tlethergo.
Nosilentlyswore,becausehehadtechnicallyfinished,releasingintothecondom.
Buthestillwantedmore.Hiseyeswereclosed.Buttheimageofherlargebreastsas shecameinhislap,stillblazedbrightinhismind.Heneededtoreturntoreality.But thefeelofherinhislap.Sosoft.Sowarm.Soreal…
“Whatareyougoingtodowiththemoney?”hegroundout.Notsomucha question,butaremindertohimselfaboutwhatthisreallywas.Littlemorethana commercialexchangeofhighlydesiredgoods.Luxuryperfumesprayedonaverybase arrangement.
Thoughshehadn’tputontheperfumetonight.Andhecouldfeelherconfusionin thewayherbacktightened,inthesuddenpauseofthehandstrokinghishair.
“YoumeanthemoneyMiyukigavemeearlier?”sheasked.
“Yes.Thatmoney.Andthemoneyyouwillbepaidatthebeginningofeverymonth untilApril.Whatplansdoyouhaveforit?”
“Um,that’snotexactlyasexyconversationtopic.Butyouasked,soI’lltellyou.I’m planningtogobacktoschool.Getmy,um…masters.”
Heleanedbackfromtheirhalfembracethen.Openedhiseyesinordertolookat herquizzically.
Andshegavehimachagrinedhalf-smile.“SeeItoldyouitwasn’tsexy.”
Sosheonlyplannedtodothisforalittlewhile?Afterhimshe’dbegoingtoschool, notintoanotherman’sarms?Whydidthisnewpieceofinformationmakehisheart
beatfaster?
“Oh,hey!Lookatyourphone…”shesaid,hereyesswingingawayfromhis.“Itlooks likeyougot—Imean, received atext.Doyouneedtoanswerthat?”
“Whydoyoudothat?”heaskedher.
“Dowhat?”
“Correctyourself.Idon’tunderstand.”
“Well,accordingtotheinstructionsIreceivedfromOsakaCharm,I’monly supposedtousesophisticatedlanguagewithyou.NottalklikeIusuallydo.Nocursing, nobadgrammar.It’sprobablyagoodthingformetocleanupmylanguage,sinceI wanttogetmymastersheresoonanyway.”
Yes,hermasters.AnadvanceddegreeinteachingEnglish.“Youenjoyworkingwith children.”
Nowagenuinesmilespreadacrossherface.“Ido!Ilovebeingabletohelpthem.
Seethemgrow.It’saprivilege,andI’mreallyhappytoservethemduringthisstageof theirlives.”
“Yetyouareherewithme.”
Heshouldn’thavesaidit.Herealizeditalmostassoonasthewordswereoutofhis mouth.Hehatedwatchingthesmilecurdleonherfaceinresponsetohisquestion.
Likehehadtakensomethingpreciousfromher.
“Onlyforalittlewhile,”sheanswered,hervoicesmall.
Nakamuraswerebornwarriors.AndheandhisyoungerbrotherHayato,in particular,weredescendedfromsamuraisonbothsides.Fromanearlyagethey’d beentaughttonever,ever,underanycircumstancesshameeithersideoftheirfamily byshowingweakness.Thatmeantneverexplainingtheiractionsorwords.Especially whenitcametoWesterners.YetNocouldfeelanapologyhoveringonthetopofhis