withhim,shewasateacher.Onewhocaredsomuchforherchargesthatshewanted togetfurthereducationinorderto…howdidsheputit?Servethem.
Hewasusedtobeingserved.Hadneverknownatimewhenpaidpersonnelhadn’t beenathisbeckandcall.
“Ilikeyourprivilege,”Gohadobservedinthatflatwayofhisbackwhenthe personalattendantthattraveledwithhimtoAmericahadbroughtthembothPrimanti BrotherssandwichessotheymightcontinuewiththeirsideprojectinoneoftheCMU
roboticslabswithoutabreak.
“Left,”heansweredAna,pushingthoughtsofhisformerfriend—theonlyrealfriend he’deverhad—outofhismind.Thoughthetruthwas“themiddle,”becausehedidnot sharehisbed.
Itwasoneofhisstaunchestrules,andhe’dseentheconfusionwrittenclearlyacross Miyuki’sfacewhenshehandedhimthepajamashe’drequestedattheflat’sfrontdoor.
Yetherehewas,pushingbackthecoversandgettingintobedwithawomanwho’d onlybeenhiredtoservehiscarnalpleasuresandnothingmore.
Anaflickedoffherbedsidelight,leavingtheroomtotheever-presentneonlightsof Osaka.Enoughlightforhertoseehim.Unfortunatelyhecouldbarelyseehergiventhe darknessofherskin.Nohadn’tliedaboutlikingtowatchherandhecursedthenight fortakingawaythisparticularpleasure.
Onehour,hedecided.Onehour,thenhe’dtextMiyukitosendacar.
ButthenhefeltratherthansawAnaturnoveronthecoolwhitepillowstofacehim.
“IsitokayifIstrokeyourhairforalittlebit,justuntilIfallasleep?”
Hestaredatherinthedark.
“Youhavereallynicehair,”sheexplained.“Ilikethefeelofit.”
Hedidn’tgiveherspokenpermissiontodowhatsheasked,buthescootedcloser, andsomethinginsidehimsighedwhenshesettledherhandagainstthesideofhishead andbeganasoftrhythmicstrokeofhisfreshlycleanedhair.
“So,”shesaidafterafewmoments.“Badday?”
Hecursedhervoice.Sosoft,andlacedwithtenderamusement.Itmadehimache forher,eventhoughtheywerejustafewinchesapart.
No,hedidn’twanttotellherabouthisday.Hewantedtogetthisindulgenthour overwithandthenleave.
Butwhenheopenedhismouthtoputanendtothislineofquestioning,hefound himselfsaying,“Ihadanunexpecteddinnerinvitation.”
“Yeah—Imean yes ,Iheard.”
“Youdon’t—”
Hestoppedshort,butthendecidedtogoaheadandtellher,“Miyukiismistaken aboutmywishessurroundingthewayyouspeak.Ifweareeverinpublic,youmust usethemostproperEnglishandyourverybestJapanese.Butwhenweareinprivate, youmayuseyournaturalgrammarandtonewithme.”
HestoppedjustshortofadmittinghelikedherblackAmericanaccent.Likedthe wayherwordspoppedandtwanged,especiallywhenshewasbeingdirect.
Butperhapsshesensedhisfeelingsonthisparticularsubject,becausehecouldhear thesmileinhervoiceasshesaid,“Alrightthen,I’lltalklikeInormallytalkwhenit’s justus.Soyourdinnerdidn’tgotoogood?”
“No,itdidn’t.Iwaswithmyfather.Andmybrother.Butmyfatherdidallthe talking.”
“Oh,dadstuff.Igetit.Hemakeyoumad?”
Yes,hehad,Norealized,thoughhavingknownanddealtwithKazuoallhisadult life,ithadneverbeforeoccurredtohimtoassesshowthemanmadehimfeel.
“Heisapowerfulman.Awiseman.Buthecanalsobeanunforgivingman.And,at times,ruthless.”
“Soundslikeacomplicatedrelationship.”
“Itisnot,”Noassuredher.“Iunderstandwhatisexpectedofme,andIhonormy familyinthiswaybydoingwhatisexpectedofme.UsuallyheandIagreewhenit comestobusinessmatters,butourdiscussiontonightinvolved…aformerfriend.”
“Aformerfriend?Whyformer?Whynotanowfriend?”
Becausehehadnofriends.Nolongerbotheredtomakethem.Gohadtaughthim thefollyoftryingtodothat.Butoutloudhesaid,“Becausewecannolongerbe friends.”
“Didthisformerfrienddosomethingtoyou?”
“Inmyfather’swayoflookingatthematter,yes.Hewentwithanotherbuyerafter wemadeabidonhiscompany.Sonowmyfatherbelievesheisourenemy,andright nowourenemyhasbeenbroughtlow,partiallybecauseofthingswehave orchestrated.Myfatherfeelsweshouldgivefinalstrikenowbeforeherecoversand becomesstrongagain.ThatistheNakamuraway.”
“Hmm,sothat’syourfather’sopiniononthematter.What’syours?”
Shehadawayofstatingthings.Onethatmadehiminwardlyquestionhismost