perfume.
He dropped his hands. The loss of his touch sent a cold shiver through Ana, but not quite enough to restore clarity. Mind fuzzy, she remained where she was, shaky, eternally grateful for the support of the wall.
And totally convinced sheâd lost her mind.
How could she have kissed him like that? Have lost herself so spectacularly? And so publicly! Shame drenched her, finally erasing the last dregs of her rioting emotions.
But a niggling voice remained.
What if they hadnât been interrupted? Would she have lifted her leg and curved it over his hip the way heâd urged her to do on his boat? Would she have encouraged him to cup her aching breasts because Bastien touching them ranked among the most beautiful feelings in the whole world?
Dear God, no!
âYou promised me this would never happen again.â Her voice held all the husky undercurrents of the emotions shimmering beneath her skin and none of the accusation sheâd intended to heap on his head.
His eyes mocked her. âNo, I never made such a promise. And you decided not to wait for that gold-embossed invitation after all. You issued one of your own. I merely accepted,â he rasped.
âI did no such thing. Youâre truly despicââ
âMuch as Iâd like to stand here trading insults with you all day, I have a meeting to attend.â Grasping her elbow, he stepped out of the lift, took a short hallway until they reached a set of double doors. âThrough there is my office. Tatiana will make you comfortable and let you know if youâre needed.â
Without a backward glance, he walked away.
Ana didnât know whether to be relieved or angry. Taking a deep breath, she opted for relief. Anger led to a loss of control. Loss of control led to hot, torrid exchanges of intense kisses that left her weak and needy.
Yes, relief was a much better emotion to hang on to.
She entered the office, where Tatiana sat behind an exquisite antique desk. Calling on her much-practised poise, Ana approached.
âI donât think we were introduced properly. Iâm Ana Duval.â
âTatianaâBastienâs slave,â the other woman joked. She indicated another set of doors. âThereâs a sitting room through there. Iâll bring coffee in a moment. But perhaps youâd prefer to use the facilities to...to freshen up a little?â
Ana followed Tatianaâs gaze. Her coat had come undone, along with several buttons of her top, and she could feel her carefully pinned-up hair sliding loosely against her nape.
With as much dignity as she could muster she smiled. âThank you.â
In the privacy of the bathroom she let out a shaky breath and gazed with horror at her dishevelled state. The cream silk top sheâd tucked into her skirt had come untucked, its material crumpled where Bastienâs body had crushed hers. Luckily her suit had sustained less damage. Fingers trembling, Ana tried to repair her attire as best she could.
Renewed shame seared her. Her lips were red and swollen, her lip-gloss long gone. Her cheeks were flushed and her eyes reflected an untamed look that made her gaze slither away in disgust.
Once again sheâd let herself down. And this time she couldnât pretend that she hadnât wanted it to happen. Her fingers tingled from where sheâd willingly grasped Bastienâs nape and invited a deeper kiss.
It could never happen again.
She splashed cold water over her hands. Sheâd survived childhood with a mother whoâd been bent on cruelty and humiliation at every stage. Sheâd grown up without the fundamental learning tools every child was entitled to and had still made a success of her life.
Surely she could overcome the raw temptation that was Bastien Heidecker?
It would never happen again.
Satisfied with that affirmation, she tugged her jacket back into place and returned to the sitting room with her head held high.
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