never considered doing with anyone else.â
Talk about a way to melt a girl. Griffâs Secret, she thought, wasnât just an ice-cream flavor. It wasthis ingredient in him, a secret, insidious factor, that annihilated defenses and seduced a heart without half-trying. She turned in his arms, well aware they were suddenly breast to chest, tummy to tummy, danger zone teasingly rubbing against danger zone.
âHey,â she murmured worriedly. âWhereâs that kind of talk coming from?â
âI donât know,â he admitted. âBut youâre scaring me. I barely know you.â
âThatâs supposed to be my line. Iâm the girl, remember? Iâm the one at risk if I fall in love with a guy whoâs reported to have no settle-down or responsible genes in his entire DNA.â
âThatâs me,â he admitted. âIf I were you, I wouldnât get involved with me either. Iâve never had a committed relationship in my life. Never bought a ring or shopped for one. Never had the energy or ambition to.â
Oh, for Peteâs sake. Heâd been selling that snake oil since she met him. Being only a pinch away made it easy enough toâ¦well, to shut him up. It was as simple as laying her lips against his.
On his.
With his.
Yearning shot through her bloodstream like a silky streak of surprise, crazy strong, achey wild. He tasted so good. He tasted like everything sheâd been forbidden, everything sheâd secretly dreamed of.
His tongue dove inside her mouth, combined tastes and textures, at the same time his knee eased betweenher legs. His hands swept her bodyâup, down, roaming, igniting the slope of her spine, her fanny, back upâ¦
She twisted in his arms, not kissing him backâmoreâfeeling inhaled. Taken in. Taken under. Sheâd liked kissing him before. Sheâd liked his touch. Sheâd liked that electric sensation of risk and desire, the rush of need and want. But this was different.
Recklessness. Sheâd never tasted it before. Heat. Sheâd never suffered from it before, not like this. Sheâd been afraid of fire her entire lifeâbut somehow not with him.
Not this kind of fire.
She opened her eyes, saw hisâdark, intent now, not playing. He looked at her as if she was the only woman heâd ever wanted, the only woman heâd ever needed. The hunger in his touch, his eyes, his mouth, was more than sexual. It was about loneliness. Gut loneliness. The kind where you knew there was no one else who could accept you, all of you, who could know you, all the way inside, and still want to be there.
She didnât do fantasies like that. Ever.
But with him⦠Her breath caught when his palm found her breast, cupped, then squeezed. Her hand slid down his side, down his bare hip, knuckled inside, to cup where he was hard and hot. She squeezed.
âOkay,â he hissed. âYouâre in real trouble now.â
His head disappeared under the covers. She didnât quite remember when sheâd lost her shirt, but her bra was still on, all a tangle, straps around her arms, cups pushed away. He got rid of it altogether, started sampling slopesand valleys of skin, found freckles between her breasts, found each nipple, analyzed each thoroughly with his tongueâuntil she was gasping for breath, and her legs reflexively clenching. He roamed down her tummy, found her navel and appendix scarâ¦.
âHey,â she whispered. âMaybeâ¦hold on there. Just for a second. Maybeâ¦wait. Maybe I need to think about this.â
âNo.â
âNo? Huh? You canât say no. If you vote no, we stop. If I vote no, we stop. Those are the rules.â
âNow, Lily, trust me. I know the rules. Come on, though. Give me a chance to be a hero. Iâm in the striving class. Donât know what Iâm doing. You could help me learn. You could give me an achievement badge if Iâm
Daniela Fischerova, Neil Bermel