see the prince, since he was entertaining a foreign delegation that had come to see the tournament.
But at least I had the tournament to look forward to.
Saturday dawned bright and fair. I could tell, even through the castleâs tiny windows, that it was the kind of June day you spend winters dreaming aboutâwarm and balmy, with gentle breezes carrying the first scent of summer flowers.
At eight oâclock, my maid showed up to dress me. Someone had decreed that I should wear some new-fangled fashionâor torture device, as I saw itâand the maid laced me tightly into what felt like a box on my torso. Iâd worn corsets before, of course, but never like this steel-and-wood contraption. When she finished, I could barely breathe.
âCouldnât you . . . loosen . . . it . . . a little?â I managed to gasp.
The maid, one of the most hoity-toity Iâd encountered, gave me a look of withering scorn.
âBut, Princess. You used to be so slender.â
I looked down to where my bosom was threatening to burst over the top of my too-tight dress. I had filled outsome in the past weeks of sitting around doing nothing more strenuous than needlepoint, and eating food that was healthy and plentiful, even if it wasnât exactly to my taste. Iâd thought it was good not to look so under-nourished anymore.
âJust take this thing off me, okay?â I asked.
The maidâs face set in an expression of downright defiance.
âI canât. Queenâs orders.â
âI canât believe the queen cares that much what I wear,â I protested.
âShe might not. But the prince does. He asked his mother to have you wear something that shows you off.â Her voice was particularly mocking on the last three words. âAnd this is the latest fashion, just in. As the princeâs betrothed, you should wear it first.â
I felt light-headed. The prince and the queen werenât around to debate with, and in that dress, I could hardly dash out of the room demanding to see them. Should I fight with the maid? I couldnât take the dress off by myself. I decided to make the best of it. I took a shaky half breath that barely brought air into my lungs, and favored the maid with what I hoped was a dignified smile.
But I could hear Jedâs words echoing in my head: âYou took charge of your own destiny.â What a joke. I couldnât even take charge of my own clothes.
It was a full hour before they summoned me. The ladies-in-waiting came down the hall, in dresses every bit as ridiculous as mine.
âPrincess!â Simprianna purred. âThank youââ She had to stop to take a shallow breath. âThank you for bringing this wonderful fashion to our kingdom. These new corsets doââanother breathââwonders for our figures.â
She spun around and it was true, her waist looked no wider than a gold coin. It was amazing if you liked that kind of thing.
âI had nothing to do with it,â I snapped. âAnd I have every intention of ending the fashion as soon as I can.â
Madame Bisset appeared just in time to give me a reproving look.
âPrincess! Ladies! We shanât keep the court waiting!â
She led us down the grand staircase, through the vast ballroom and out onto the castle lawns. The fresh air felt like a blessing against my face, and my sour mood began to ebb a bit.
In front of us, dozens of riders were lined up before the reviewing stand. They kept their hands down and their heads bowed, and even the horses stood perfectly still. They looked like a tableau or a tapestry, their lines and colors already preserved forever. But you could tell they all longed for movement and action; horses and riders alike wanted the formalities over so they could do what they loved.
The crier called out, âPrincess Cynthiana Eleanora, Prince Charmingâs betrothed, and her royal attendants.â
I heard polite