you think?â
She stopped at the steps to her house. âOh, you mean, you got me across the street? So now, youâll keep stringing me along with little tidbits of your story so Iâll keep coming back?â
âIâm not stringing you along,â he said, wondering if she had him pegged. âI have a past, too, Vanessa. And I donât always like to talk about it.â
âYou?â Her eyes glistened in the moonlight. âYou have a past?â
âIt happens,â he said on a defensive note. âIt happens to most people, you know. We all make mistakes or have bad times.â
âBut you, not you.â She sat down on the porch steps. âYouâre so...well...nice.â She groaned. âIâve used that word way too much tonight, but it fits with you.â
âSometimes nice guys make bad mistakes,â he said. âNice can cover a multitude of sins.â
She looked surprised. âCan you tell me a little about what happened and why?â
Rory took that as an invitation and sat down next to her. âWhy me?â He gazed out at the moonlight hitting the lake in a gray-white shimmer. âI can tell you this much. I...was an orphan.â
âWhat?â She twisted to stare over at him. âYou were a foster kid?â
âYes.â He gave her one quick glance and then turned back toward the night. âI bounced around a lot but when I was twelve years old I came here to live with a wonderful couple who decided to adopt me. We moved to Crestview when I was a teenager. But I didnât stay there, obviously. I left right after I graduated high school.â
âWhere did you go after that?â
âI got a job and paid my way through college.â He stopped and took a breath. âI went to seminary and set out to be a minister but... I had a few setbacks. I was angry and confused, so I wound up joining the army.â
He hadnât talked about that part of his life in a long time. His buddies knew he was adopted and that heâd served as a chaplain, but they didnât even know all of the details about his adult life and they didnât ask. They knew Rory would talk about it when he was ready.
But could he ever be ready?
Vanessa sat staring at him. âYou decided to join the army because you were angry? Were you angry because you were a foster kid?â
âYes,â he said. It had started there. He still didnât know who his real parents were. âI guess I was angry for most of my life, even after I was placed with good parents. I was abandoned as a baby. And my adopted father died when I was a teenager. My mother is still alive, thankfully. She still lives in Crestview.â
Vanessa didnât speak for a couple of moments. âWow.â
âYep, wow.â
âIâm sorry. I mean, thatâs tough.â
âTough comes in all kinds of ways, to all kinds of people.â
âBut that really is tough.â
âI got over it.â
âYou are full of revelations, Preacher.â
âYep. We all are.â He wanted to hear her revelations.
âSo is that why you started this youth program?â
âOne of the reasons. I want to help them, give them hope before they do something stupid. I understand how they feel.â
âI do, too,â she said, her tone quiet. âIâd like to get to know Kandi a little more. What should I do besides visit with her and Wanda?â
Happy that sheâd decided that, Rory turned to Vanessa. âIâm sure Wanda told you there are rules, of course, to protect the children. Youâd be vetted and you canât be alone with her, so thatâs why you have to meet her with Wanda nearby, probably at their house and at the church, of course. We get together each week, and each mentor sits with their teen. Let her talk without judging her and respond as a friend, as someone who cares.â
âOkay. I...