behind her.
For a full minute after her exit, the room reverberates with her anger. Iâm not exactly thrilled to still be there, either, to tell you the truth, but I canât quite figure out what to do. Let alone what to say.
Shelby gets up, starts clearing the table, her mouth turned way down at the corners. âI guess things got a little out of hand.â
I lick my lips, get to my feet to help her clean. âI thought the point of these was to get mad at other people. Not each other.â
On a sigh, Shelby carts stuff into the kitchen. âI know. But honestly, Gingeâ¦Terrieâs attitude toward men sucks. And donât give me that face, you know Iâm right.â
I grunt.
Shelby turns on the water, starts to rinse off our few dishes prior to sticking them into the dishwasher. This kitchen does not look like a typical prewar Manhattan kitchen. This kitchen, with its granite countertops and aluminum-faced appliances, looks positively futuristic. I half expect Rosie, the robot from The Jetsons, to come scooting in at any moment.
I cross my arms, lean back against the countertop. âSheâs entitled to her opinion, honey.â
âAnd if that opinion made her happy,â Shelby replies, âI wouldnât say a word.â She slams shut the dishwasher, looks at me. âBut sheâs not. She wants the world to mold to her view of the way things should be, and since thatâs not going to happen, sheâs turning more bitter and cynical by the day.â
I humph. âTerrie was born cynical.â
A bit of a smile flits across Shelbyâs mouth. âBut not bitter.â Then she reaches over, grabs my hand. âThe thing is, Gregâs mother is right. We are the ones who have to fix things. Forgiveness doesnât make us weak, no matterwhat Terrie thinks. If anything, it only proves weâre the stronger sex.â Then the smile broadens. âBesides, if men were left to their own devices, weâd all be extinct by now.â She reaches up, brushes my hair back from my face. âYou just have to ask yourself if youâd be happier with Greg, or without him.â
I knuckle the space between my brows, then sigh. âWell, I sure donât like the way Iâm feeling right now. As if somebody ripped off a major appendage.â
âThen maybe you should work with that.â
âSo youâre saying you think I should give Greg a second chance, should the opportunity present itself?â
âIâm saying, just because a man is clueless, that doesnât mean heâs hopeless. Hereââ She hands me the ravioli container, now sparkling clean. âDonât forget this.â
I take it from her, managing a wan smile.
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The instant I step outside, the heat crushes me like groupies a rock star. Taking the smallest breaths possible so my lungs donât incinerate, I troop toward 96th Street and the crosstown bus. After that little scene in Shelbyâs apartment, Iâm more confused than ever. But I refuse to believe my world is falling apart, despite the evidence to the contrary.
Who am I kidding? That was totally weird. Not to mention downright scary. Oh, sure, weâve had about a million squabbles over the years, but nothing like that. And you know what? It ticks me off, in a way. Iâm supposed to be able to count on Terrie and Shelby to restore my equilibrium when things get a little strange, as they count on me. Theyâre supposed to help me see things more clearly, not scramble my brains.
Well, forget it. Just forget it. I simply cannot wrap my head around this, not today. I am too hot and enmeshed in my own tribulations to care. Tomorrow, maybe, Iâll work up to trying to figure out how to smooth things over between them, but not now.
Now, I just want to go home, maybe have a good cry, finish the book Iâm reading, even though itâs a romance which means it ends happily ever