all of her energy.
Ava slumped into the couch and sat bewildered. Had Ishmael seen Rene yet? Ava knew sex outside of marriage was wrong, but sheâd have been better off sleeping with Xavier. At least she wouldnât have hurt anyone but herself. This would destroy Rene when and if she found out. Ava needed to tell Rene herself, but had no desire to disclose the hurtful information.
The knock on her front door was like a hammer to her skull. When she looked out the peephole, she made out Reneâs image. Avaâs heart catapulted into her throat. Did Rene already know about the catastrophic indiscretion?
Ava wasnât prepared for this surprise visit whether Rene knew or not. Get it together. Taking a deep breath, she opened the door.
âHey, girl.â Rene handed her a cup of coffee. âI know you said you didnât have to be at work until ten, so I brought coffee and doughnuts.â
âWhat time is it?â
âAlmost nine.â
âIâm not going in today.â Ava cleared her throat. âI called in sick.â
âI thought you didnât look too good.â Rene sat across from Ava. âWhatâs the matter?â
You really donât want to know the answer to that question. âI have a headache and my stomach is messed up, but Iâll be fine.â
Rene scooped up the Texans hat on the arm of the couch. âWhoâs is this?â
A nervous heat ran through Avaâs body. âOh, that was Xavierâs.â
âIshmael has one just like it.â
Ava swiped the hat from Reneâs hand. âYeah, he mustâve left it over here yesterday when he came by.â Just lying. Lord, forgive me. For everything.
âHe came at you again? I guess heâs not the giving up type.â Crossing her legs, Rene took a sip of coffee. âAnyway, girl, I had to tell you what I went through last night.â
Avaâs ears perked up as heat flared around her neck. âMmh?â
âYou know after you left Ish and me at the mall, I followed him to his momâs house to drop off her car. Well, I saw some mail that Shanice had left over there for him.â
âYeah?â This would be the second time Ava heard this story.
âDo you know it was the same address he got my car towed from? Can you believe that?â
âReally, girl?â Ava did her best to sound and act surprised.
âI mean he lied straight to my face. And more than once.â Rene blew the top of her coffee cup.
âSo whatâd you do?â
âI told him things are on hold for now. You know I canât feel good about marrying someone who can lie like that.â
Just wait âtil you hear what I have to tell you. âAnd what did he say?â
âHe couldnât say much. He got caught and I really wasnât trying to hear anything he had to say anyway. I told him to stay at his mommaâs house until further notice.â Rene bounced her fist off her thigh. âMy mom told me not to let him move in. She always said shackinâ up leads to no good. Why didnât I listen to her?â
âWell, yâall are supposed to get married in a few months. His lease was up so you probably figured why not.â
âI figured wrong. Guess what else I did last night?â
Avaâs imagination and nerves scampered wild. âWhat?â
âI went to Shaniceâs apartment, and we had a little talk.â
âYou did?â
âYep. Ish kept blowing up my phone, but I was on a mission to get some answers. She turned out to be cooler than I thought. Even offered me a drink.â
Ava was taken back. âOffered you a drink?â
âSure did. And I took it, too. I needed something to calm me down.â
âWhatâd she have to say?â
Rene took a deep breath. âShe basically said all their conversations are about Isaiah. And Ishmael did get a change of address, but he still receives mail