The level of intimacy we want our students to achieve requires that fears and inadequacies be set aside, that the true self be revealed.â
Savannah resisted the urge to squirm. It was sounding worse.
âOne of the simplest ways to do that is to maintain eye contact, to search your partnerâs eyes and reveal past hurts, regrets, happiness and love.â Rupali paused and gauged the roomâs reaction to her words.âIn time, you will be able to look into your partnerâs eyes and see your Imago, or mirror image, reflected back at you. While you might be uncomfortable now, the longer you practice tantra, the more you strive for a more spiritual union, you will eventually learn to prize this very special connection.â
Edgar set the timer on his watch. âMen, pull your women to you, so that their heart beats against your chest. So that you can feel the steady rhythm of her life force thumping against you.â
Knox, damn him, didnât appear the least bit annoyed or uncomfortable by this new test as, smiling, he did as Edgar instructed and pulled her firmly up against the hard wall of his magnificent chest.
With a decidedly sick smile, Savannahâs own heart threatened to pound right through her ribcage. In addition to feeling Knoxâs heartbeat, she felt the telltale ridge of his âwand of lightâ against her belly button and, to her eternal chagrin, her âsacred spaceâ swiftly grew warm and wet. If heâd branded her with the damned thing, she couldnât have felt it more.
âNow, women, wrap your arms about your manâs waist. Wrap him in your love. Let him see it.â Edgar chuckled. âItâs true men are visual creatures. They have to see to believe. Make him believe. â
âFor the next ninety seconds,â Rupali said, âweâre going to stand together and gaze into each otherâs eyes. Blink if you must, but try to maintain eye contact. Donât look away and do not speak. Sayit with your eyes, use your brow chakra to learn your loverâs secrets. You may beginâ¦now.â
Feeling utterly and completely ridiculous, not to mention incredibly uncomfortable, Savannah did as Rupali said and looked up into Knoxâs twinkling green eyes. Commiserating laughter lurked in that verdant gaze, Savannah noticed to her marginal relief. She quelled the desire to squirm. Her breasts had already tightened into hard little buds and if she moved as she wished to, she might not be able to stop. Pathetic, but true.
Knoxâs eyes were heavy lidded, with long, curling lashes. The green was pure, just flecked with lighter and darker hues, but no shades of brown commonly found in a color as dark as his. Some of the humor faded from his gaze and another indiscernible emotion took its place. Something heavy and intense and altogether sexy. Savannah pulled in an unsteady breath. She thought she saw a reciprocating heat, but knew that couldnât be the case. Simply wishful thinking on her part.
Still, the longer the stare went onâJesus, who would have thought that a minute and a half would seem like a lifetime?âthe more aroused she became. Her limbs had grown heavy and sheâd transferred some of the weight by leaning more closely into him. She had the almost overpowering urge to lower her gaze to his lips, then let her own mouth follow that path.
If she lived to be one hundred, she didnât think sheâd ever want to kiss a man more.
The desire was completely out of the realm of her limited experience. The pressing need built and built until the longing and weight of that heady stare seemed almost unbearable. Savannah felt herself sagging closer and closer to him and, though she knew better, she simply didnât possess the strength to stop it. If this didnât end soon, sheâdâ
âTimeâs up,â Edgar called, and the group underneath the pavilion heaved a collective sigh. âNow
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