was still passed out at his desk and she pulled all the curtainswide-open, letting in the hard, clear light of day. Heâd groaned, growled at her to get out, and then turned his head away from the light.
He hadnât bargained on her bringing a bucket of ice water with her. She threw it on him.
He came out of that desk chair bellowing, calling her a number of very bad names. He grabbed for herâand she slapped him, hard.
And then she started talking.
She told him off good and proper for throwing his life away. She called him a coward. She said he had no right at all to treat his body that way. She said he was hurting not only himself, but everyone who cared about him, by carrying on the way he was.
She said it was time he quit rolling around in his own self-pity. That he had to pick himself up off the floor and get on with his life.
Somehow, when Josie told him off, it worked. He hadnât had a drink since that December morning.
And sheâd gone back to doing her job. They hardly spoke, except for the kind of things that pass between a man and a member of his household staff.
âCoffee, Mr. Carson?â
âYeahâby the way, did you pick up those shirts?â
âTheyâre in your closet.â
âGreat, Josie. Thanks.â
But he was more aware of her than before. He felt the tension building between them. He noticed thingshe shouldnât: that she had pretty, slim hands with long, graceful fingers. That her neck was white and smooth and seemed to beg to have his mouth on it. That she had breasts just the right size to fill his handsâ¦
And then came that night in July. It was a week-night, the twelfth. The day had been a scorcher.
Heâd arrived home from a series of meetings and property tours in Corpus. It was after eight and he went straight to the air-conditioned comfort of his own rooms, not pausing to greet anyone in the family. He wanted a drink. Since that wasnât an option, heâd reconciled himself to settling for some food and some peace and quiet, followed by a shower and a good nightâs sleep. Heâd ordered a tray sent up to his study.
He was there, at his deskâthe same desk sheâd splattered with ice water six months beforeâwhen Josie brought him the tray. He had his laptop open and he was studying some drawings for prospective additions to one of the familyâs apartment complexes.
She entered quietly, as always. She could move into a room, do whatever needed doing there and leave again with no one the wiser. But in his study, the desk faced the door. He saw her come in.
He knew he should tell her to put the tray down on the low table across the room. But when he opened his mouth, the wrong thing came out.
âIâd like it over here, Josie.â He indicated a clear spot on his desk.
She came toward him, her head down just a little, not making eye contact, looking at the tray as if she didnât dare not look at it.
She reached his side. He smelled the clean, dewy scent of her. She put the tray down right next to him.
Before she could slide silently away, he caught her handâjust reached out and snared itâand held on way too tight.
She gasped. Then she met his eyes and whispered his name. âFlynt?â
He was up out of the chair, yanking her into his arms, pulling her as close as heâd been dreaming he might get her and bringing his mouth down to taste hers, at lastâ¦.
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In the crib, the way babies will, Lena had dropped off to sleep. She simply shut her eyes and in one split second she went off to dreamland, her little mouth slightly open.
Behind him, Josie remained silent.
He had to hand it to her. The woman had nerves of steel to stick there the way she was, saying nothing, waiting for the moment when heâd have to turn and deal with her.
He gave in, straightening and turning to face her. âI donât like to talk about Monica.â
âI know.â
He let
Catherine Gilbert Murdock