exercise. He shook off thoughts of her in his arms, because that wasnât going to happen.
He wasnât about to play into her fatherâs plan.
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They set up camp before the sun went down. Penelope held a pole for the tent, which was about all the help she could be. Her fingers, even though sheâd worn heavy gloves, were frozen and numb. Her cheeks were wind-burned and cold. She stumbled a little and Tucker shot her a look. He opened his mouth and then closed it. Good thing he did, because she wasnât in the mood to be lectured.
She glanced toward Wilma, who was steadily adding wood to the fire. Clark was stirring up some type of dried beef and vegetables with water. Soup. If only they could have coffee. Sheâd give anything for coffee. But Tucker had insisted on downsizing, and the coffeepot had been deemed too bulky to take along.
She was going to miss that blue coffeepot that had bubbled so cheerfully on the wood stove back at the cabin. She was going to miss the cabin. Sheâd gotten to be herself, just herself, for the first time in a long time.
âHold that steady,â Tucker commanded as he tapped one of the last stakes into the ground. âAlmost done.â
She nodded but she couldnât talk. Her lips were frozen in a tight line. She trembled inside her coat, shivering until her back ached.
âAre you going to make it?â Tucker rounded the tent and was suddenly at her side. âOf course.â
âYou look a little lost. Food will help.â He took her by the arm and steered her toward the fire. âAnd heat.â
âYes, heat.â She stood in front of the fire andsoaked up its warmth. It left her back cold, so then she turned.
âThis is a little more of an outdoor experience than you probably planned for.â
âA little.â She waited for Tucker to walk away. He didnât. He stood next to her for a long time and she wished heâd put an arm around her.
Sign of hypothermia. Sheâd read books. She knew the symptoms. People did crazy things when they got too cold. Sometimes they wanted to be held. And sheâd never wanted to be held so badly in her life. Tears were burning her eyes and her throat tightened.
âTwo more days, Penelope. You can make it.â His voice was soft and close to her ear.
She nodded, but she couldnât get words past the lump of emotion. He believed she could make it. He believed. She buried her face in her hands. How many people had ever believed she could make it?
âYouâre okay.â His arm slipped around her waist. Before she could really think about it, she turned into the solid wall that was his chest. Her cold cheeks met warm flannel that smelled of the outdoors. Strong arms wrapped around her and held her close.
âShhh, itâs okay.â He gathered her closer and she nodded, but she didnât want to talk, didnât want to move out of the safety of his embrace. She was suddenly in a place where it was okay to be weak, and yet someone thought she was strong.
âIâm sorry.â She hiccupped the words and didnât move her cheek from the soft flannel of the jacket he wore under his coat.
âYouâre fine. Youâre strong. Itâs overwhelming outhere, Penelope. Itâs cold. Itâs quiet. Itâs hard going. Weâre all tired. Youâre tired.â
She pulled back and wiped her gloved hand across her cheeks. He took her hand in his and pulled the glove off and shoved it into the pocket of her coat and pulled the other off.
âIâll freeze without them.â She started to reach into her pocket but he grabbed her hands, both of them, and held them tight in his.
âYour hands will freeze if you keep them on.â He lifted her hands to his mouth and blew warmth onto her numb fingers. âThis will help. After you get warmed up you can put them back on.â
She could only nod. How could she do or say