said heâd pack us all up and move anywhere she wanted to goââ
â That must have been scaryâmoves are so unsettling for kids.â
âOh, yeah, it worried me every time that she was going to take him up on it and weâd all have to leave our friends, our school, our homeââ
âBut she didnât.â
âTo tell you the truth, I think Northbridge was tailor-made for her. Finding fault in the simplicity of the town, in the fact that the people who live here are so down-to-earth, was how she elevated herself. So no, she didnât ever take my dad up on his offer to leave. I think here she could think of herself as the big fish in the little pond, and she definitely didnât want to be the little fish in the big pond.â
âSo you donât think she just wanted more out of life?â
âLike you do?â
âDo I put on airs? â Shannon asked, alarmed that he might think that of her.
He smiled as if her concern entertained him. âNot that Iâve noticed. But you did say youâve always wanted a bigger life than your parents had.â
âTrue. But itâs the life I want to be bigger. I still want to be me.â
âI hope so, because youâre pretty good,â he complimented with another smileâthis one appreciative enough to send a warm rush through her as she finished her cake and watched Dag polish off what was left of the piece Cody hadnât eaten.
Then Dag continued with what they were talking about. âI think thereâs something to be said for people who can be happy with who they are, with what they have, who can make the best of the cards life deals them. It sounds like thatâs what your parents did and you admired them for it.â
âI guess thatâs trueâthat was how my parents were and I did admire them for it,â Shannon agreed. âBut maybe some people need more and thereâs nothing wrong with trying to achieve that, either.â
Shannon couldnât be sure whether the music from the reception downstairs suddenly got louder, or with the kids asleep and the silence that followed that last statement, it just seemed that way.
Dag must have noticed it, too. Heâd been leaning on the island counter and just then he straightened up, looking as if something had just occurred to him. âHey, maybe I can have that dance with you after all.â
âHere? Now?â
âWhy not? Thereâs musicânot loud, but thereâs still music. Thereâs an open area, thereâs a hardwood floorâ¦â
The loft did have a lot of open areas, particularly just a few feet from where they were, in front of an entire wall of windows where stars sparkled in the sky overhead and the main house in the distance was brilliantly and colorfully illuminated with Christmas lights.
âCome on, dance with meâyou would if we were downstairs, wouldnât you?â
She probably would have, yes. Just to be politeâ¦
âCome on,â Dag repeated, clasping her hand in his to bring her out from behind the counter and with him to that spot near the windows.
When they got there he used a bit of a flourish to spin her into his arms where his other hand landed on her bare back and sent a wholly pleasant little shiver up her spine.
Itâs just a dance, she told herself. An innocent little dance like everyone downstairs is doingâ¦
And yet this seemed so much more intimate. Especially since she was ultra-aware of the feel of Dagâs skin pressed to hers.
She tried not to focus on that, though, as she fell into step with him.
âYouâre a good dancer,â she said with some surprise. And with a secret wish that he wasnât quite as good as he wasâif he hadnât been, maybe he wouldnât have been able to keep such a respectable space between them. âI havenât run into many men who can dance at all, let alone