ribbonâ¦why would Ezra Mendelssohn have a pink ribbon? Pink ribbons are for girls. Starla wore her pink ribbon the day we went into the woods. Starlaâ¦
âWhatâre you doing, boy?â Itâs Ezra standing behind me. There are brown blotches on his head and saggy skin under his eyes.
âNothing,â I say. I didnât hear him coming up the steps. The ribbon is still in my hand and I feel like Iâve been caught doing something I shouldnât.
Ezra looks at my hand and says, âWhy donât you give that to me.â
My mouth wonât move even though I think I should say sorry. I hand the ribbon to Ezra without looking at him.
âItâs not polite to be snoopinâ around other peopleâs houses,â he says.
Iâm afraid heâll tell my dad I wasnât minding my manners. âIâm sorry,â I say, mumbling.
Ezra doesnât say anything else so I walk past him and down the stairs. I can feel him staring at me the whole way. Thereâs a lump in my throat like Iâm going to cry, and I donât want to be here anymore.
Everyone is done eating when I get back to the dining room. It feels really hot, and the skin on my back is tingling. I must look like something is wrong because Mom asks what the matter is.
I donât know what to tell her because I donât know what to think. Was that Starlaâs ribbon? It couldnât be, could it? Why would Ezra Mendelssohn have Starlaâs ribbon? What ifâ¦what if
he
took her? Ezra. Ezra Mendelssohn took Starla. No, thatâs not true.
The lump in my throat squeezes tighter. I feel like Iâm having a bad dream and that everything isnât real. Should I tell Mom? How would I say it? Ezra has her ribbon. Doesnât that prove it?
âCulver,â Dad says. âMr. Witherspoon is taking the boys on a hay ride on the tractor. Do you want to go?â
âNo,â I say. My voice sounds small. I sit down in an open chair next to Mom instead.
She puts her hand on my back and rubs it a few times while she talks to some of the ladies at the table.
Ezra steps into the room and sits down at the other end. He stares at me but doesnât say anything.
I look away and try to sit further back in my chair, but he can still see me.
A few of the ladies start to get up.
Mom turns to me and says, âHoney, I have to help clean up in the kitchen, okay?â
I nod and watch her leave. Dad is already in the front room with the other men, and I donât want to stay in the dining room with Ezra. So I go to the back room to watch Ted, Jim, and Joey from the window.
The three of them climb on the back of the wagon and Mr. Witherspoon starts the tractor with a jerk. Theyâre all smiling and having fun, and soon they disappear heading toward the back of the property.
I canât have fun right now. I just want to leave. Could Ezra have taken Starla? Iâm scared if he did. My parents wonât know about it. Nobody will.
Thereâs a couch across from the window. I sit down on it, and itâs lumpy. This whole house makes me afraid. Iâm not used to the way it smells or anything in it. Hopefully my parents wonât want to stay much longer.
Iâm alone for a few minutes before Ezra is standing in the door. I turn to watch him come into the room and sit down in a wooden chair next to the window.
He doesnât say anything; he only looks at me. The sun is going down, and it shows the fuzz on the top of his head. His little mouth is like a bump with a line drawn in it.
I want to look away but thereâs nothing else to look at. I canât pretend to look out the window because Iâll just see him, hunched over and not moving.
Ezraâs eyes never move away. Theyâre so mean like they hate what they see.
I feel a hot tear roll down my cheek. Should I run? What would I say to Mom and Dad? What would Ezra say? Does he know what Iâm