cried.
Nora turned, treading water. She was outside the cove now. Ella stood on an outcrop, waving her arms and yelling. âDidnât you hear me calling you? Thatâs too far!â She looked so small, standing there.
The seals ringed Nora in a half circle, as if to see what sheâd do next. She found their scrutiny odd, but she wasnât afraid. They fascinated her too. âWhat are you thinking?â she asked. âWhat do you want from me?â
They dove out of sight. She waited a few minutes, hoping they would reappear, but the water remained still. They had moved on. It was time for her to do the same. She stroked back to shore, limbs burning. Sheâd underestimated how far sheâd gone, how much energy it would take to return.
âYou need to stay closer. I could barely see you,â Ella said as Nora emerged from the water.
âI was following the seals,â Nora replied. Her body felt heavy, her muscles rubbery, now that she was on land, the waves no longer supporting her.
âItâs fine for the seals. They live out there. We donât.â Ella paused. âI swam the lengths faster than I ever have. You should have seen me.â
âMe too,â Annie said.
âMust be something in the water.â Nora shook the droplets from her hair.
They spread the towels and collapsed on the beach, beads of water sliding off their bodies, absorbed by the sand, dried by the sun, a drop at a time, leaving a salty film on their skin. Nora recalled lying in the sun like this at the modest beach house of her friend Maria Cordova. From the ages of eleven to thirteen, when Maria and Nora were best friends, Nora would go to the Cape for a week each July. She loved the smell of paella and the boisterous conversation of Mariaâs extended family, in contrast to her own quiet home. She was the only student at her school, St. Agnes, without a mother.
âWill it stay warm like this?â Ella asked. âI want to work on my tan.â
âItâs hard to say. There might be a storm later,â Nora replied. âThough they tend to blow through quickly at this time of year.â
âHow do you know?â Annie asked.
âThe ocean is telling us.â The waves had flattened to rolling swells that crashed against the shore, gaining momentum. Her father had told her what to watch for during their Saturday-morning sailings in Boston Harbor when she was a child.
âWhat else does it say?â
âThat remains to be seen.â Nora tickled her. âLetâs go up to the cottage. Itâs almost time to make dinner.â
W hile Nora washed dishes that evening (she and the girls each took a nightâthe dish democracy, they called it), the girls played Jenga and discussed the validity of fairy tales, a literary debate that was proving particularly contentious. Annie believed in them completely. Ella had her doubts.
âThey arenât meant to be real,â Ella said. âTheyâre stories people make up to explain things they donât understand, that frightened them.â
âI donât believe you.â
âYour argument isnât sound. Thereâs no evidence to support your point of view.â
âYouâre sounding like a lawyer again.â
Like their father. Nora turned a plate over in her hands. She glimpsed a shadow of her face, a mere suggestion of a person, half formed. Who was she now, apart from her role as politicianâs wife, a role sheâd allowed to define her for so long? She had a law degree, she hosted visiting dignitaries for the municipal league, served on the board at the arts center, but who was she, really? What did she want? She was still figuring that out. Cleaning agents stood at attention on the counter, reporting for duty: Purpose, Aim. If only they could rout uncertainty as well as ketchup stains.
She stuck the plate in the rack and scrubbed, more furiously than necessary, at a