twice and he keeps taking them off.â
Jack approached us where we sat on the floor and leaned down to kiss me and squeeze Sarahâs cheek before hoisting his son in his arms. âHello there, big man.â He frowned at the miniature loafers. âI donât blame him for not wanting to wear those things. His feet are round blobs with toes. How about those awesome soft high-tops I bought him?â
âThey donât go with his outfit,â I protested, watching as Jack opened the closet door as if I hadnât said anything.
âDo you remember where you put them?â he asked, his voice muffled.
I bit my lip, wondering if I should tell him that I didnât know. But I was familiar with where every sock, hair bow, and diaper cover was keptâthanks to a spreadsheet Iâd developedâand Jack would know I was lying. I sighed. âTheyâre still in the box, on the top left shelf underneath the mini Van Halen T-shirt and faded baby jeans.â
âWell, no wonder you forget to put these on him if theyâre tucked way out of the way. Iâll put them in the front so you canât miss them.â
I refocused my attention on placing two red bows in Sarahâs hair. It was unfair that she should have thicker and prettier hair at one year than I had ever had, but I knew it was from her fatherâs DNA. Even as he was approaching forty, Jackâs hair was as thick and abundant as it had been when he was a teenager. Iâd probably go bald before he lost a single strand.
Sarah sat with a straight back and her small, plump hands resting in her lap as she stared up at me with her big blue eyes. Sarah was so much easier to dress than JJ, actually enjoying it when I brushed her hair or put on a new pair of shoes or a dress. JJ was lucky he wore more than just a diaper, as dressing him was like wrestling with an octopus. Being a perpetual charmer, he always made sure to give me a hug and a kiss when Iâd reached my limit so that I quickly forgot how annoyed I was.
JJ gurgled happily as Jack fastened the Velcro of the high-tops on his small feet, kicking out his legs twice to show his pleasure. âSee? He loves them,â Jack beamed as JJ began his litany of
dadadadadada
. His other favorite word was âcar,â which he helpfully pointed out whenever he saw one. Heâd yet to say âmama,â but I still held out hope. Sarah, in the meantime, had mastered both parents, as well as the names of every family member and all three dogs. The only name she appeared to get stuck on was that of my cousin Rebecca, preferring to stare mutely or burp.
Jack frowned. âMatching outfits again?â
I finished with the little elastic band on the hair bow and stood, Sarah in my arms, admiring her smocked dress with the white Peter Pan collar that I knew would remain pristine until we removed the dress at bedtime. It matched the cute short suit her brother wore, right down to the collar that would be hopelessly stained if not completely torn off by the end of the day. âThey were until you switched JJâs shoes.â I thought for a moment. âMaybe I should put Sarahâs tennis outfit on her, since apparently weâre now going with a sports theme.â
Jack firmly grabbed my elbow and led me from the room. âTheyâre fine, Mellie. Theyâre perfect.â
He stopped in the doorway and leaned in to kiss me, making me forget whatever it was that weâd been discussing. The doorbell rang and he lifted his head. âWeâll continue this later. Right now letâs all be on our best behavior so we make a good impression.â
âShouldnât she be trying to impress us?â I asked as we made our way down the stairs.
âWeâve passed that point, Mellie, donât you think?â His voice held a note of desperation. âThe doorbellâs working again at least, so Iâll take that as a good sign,â
George R. R. Martin and Gardner Dozois