âIâm sorry Gunther stole it from you.â
Her eyes misted. âCáco thinks this is why youâre here, Juan. Why you ended up at my farm.â
âBecause I was meant to return your cross?â
âYes.â She clutched the heirloom, fisting the silver against her chest. âBut she also thinks we were meant to help you. To be here when you needed us.â
Was it true? Were they destined to meet? To be part of each otherâs lives? âThis is soââ
âOverwhelming?â
He nodded. âIs that why you didnât tell me sooner? Did it confuse you?â
âYes. And it still does.â
Juan understood. The connection confused him, too. The bond that couldnât be explained.
âTell me more about the cross.â Everything, he thought. Every detail. He wanted to know the history behind it. The memories that meant so much to her.
âFirst Iâll have to tell you about my mother. About why she named me Lourdes.â
Yes, Lourdes, he thought. His dream girl with the father from France.
He moved a little closer, waiting for her to continue.
âMy motherâs name was Gloria. She was beautiful. Dark hair, dark eyes, gentle and poetic. A quiet Catholic girl who believed in miracles.â
He tried to picture Gloria, to see her in his mind, to know her in some way.
âShe was fascinated with the grotto in Lourdes, France. With the healing waters in the spring.â
Juan nodded. He knew the Virgin Mary had appeared to a young girl named Bernadette at the grotto in 1858, telling her to drink and wash in the water. Although there was only a small amount of muddy water to begin with, little by little, a clear spring came forth.
âDid you know there are two exact replicas of the grotto here?â Lourdes asked.
âReally? In this area?â
âTheyâre not in Mission Creek, but theyâre a drivable distance, a weekend trip. One is north of here, in San Antonio. And the other is south, in Rio Grande City. My mother used to frequent them both.â
Juan wondered if heâd been to the Texas shrines, ifthat was how heâd acquired detailed knowledge about St. Bernadette.
Maybe, he thought. Or maybe heâd seen a movie about her, a Hollywood version that remained in his mind.
âEventually my mother went on a pilgrimage to France to see the real grotto.â
âIs that how she met your father?â
She nodded. âHe was a young artist from Lourdes. They had a romantic affair, and on the day she left, he gave her the cross he always wore. But heâd engraved it for her, with a special inscription.â
âTo keep you safe,â Juan said.
âYes. The words were in English, meant for her journey home.â
And now he knew, he thought. He knew the history, the beauty behind those words. âDid your mother ever see your father again?â
âNo. They kept in touch by letters and by phone, but a month later, he was killed in a fire. She never got the chance to tell him she was pregnant. She didnât know she was carrying me until after he died.â
âIâm sorry, Lourdes.â
Tears misted her eyes. âMe, too. I wish I could have known him.â
âWhat was his name?â
âLouis. He was tall and blond. Poetic like my mother. She never got over him.â
Juan imagined themâGloria and Louisâyoung and passionate, conceiving a child in Louisâs hometown, a city that had always lived in Gloriaâs heart.
âI can see why she named you Lourdes.â
âShe died when I was ten. She went back to France to visit my fatherâs grave. I wanted to go with her, butshe told me I had to stay home with my grandpa. That this was something she needed to do alone.â
âDid she die in France?â
âYes. The train she was on derailed.â
He glanced at the necklace still clutched in Lourdesâs hand. âShe didnât bring
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