the cross with her, did she?â
âNo. She left it with me. To keep me safe while she was gone.â
Juan resisted the urge to take Lourdes in his arms and comfort her. âIâd like to see the replicas of the grotto. Maybe we could go to both of them, the way your mother used to.â He paused, took a breath. He wanted to visit the Texas shrines, to see if they seemed familiar, if heâd been to either location before. âWe could bring the kids. Say a rosary for your parents.â
She gave him a small smile. âA rosary? You must be Catholic, Juan.â
He sat for a moment. And then a memory, a piece of his past swirled around him like a ghost. âYes, I am.â
He used to go to confession, recite his sins and accept his penance. He could see himself kneeling at the altar, bowing his head in prayer.
And then an image of a church filled his head. A priest saying a special mass. People in dark clothes and solemn expressions.
A casket. A funeral.
His sisterâs? His motherâs?
Dear God. His mother was dead, too.
âSheâs gone,â he said.
Lourdes blinked. âWhat?â
âMy mother. I canât recall her face or remember her name, but I know sheâs dead.â He could feel thepain, the loss, the tears heâd cried. âDo you think everyone in my family is dead?â
âOh, Juan.â
She leaned into him, and he put his arms around her, bringing her close.
So close.
They held each other, gently, quietly. And when she lifted her head to look at him, he kissed her.
She tasted sweet and sensual, as incredible as heâd imagined, as delicate as his dream girl, as potent as the woman she truly was.
Her lips parted beneath his, and he deepened the kiss. Just a little, just enough to make her sigh.
He could feel the cross in her hand, pressed between their bodies as she clutched his shirt.
His heart pounded against hers, like a raptor beating its wings.
He took her tongue, and she took his. Warm and inviting. Heaven on earth. His angel. His Lourdes.
âJuan.â She breathed his name, the name sheâd given him.
He drew back to savor the moment, to touch her cheek, to brand her image into his mind. âI want to remember you, just like this.â
âMe, too.â She wet her lips, as if still tasting his kiss.
A star winked in the sky, and he knew this was the first time heâd felt this attached, this complete with a woman.
âWill you have dinner with me tomorrow night?â He motioned to the door. âHere. At the bunkhouse.â
âJust the two of us?â
He nodded, realizing heâd just asked her on a date.âA candlelit meal, a little wine, some quiet conversation.â
She smiled. âThat sounds nice.â
He smiled, too. Then they stared at each other, at a sudden loss for words.
A light breeze blew, teasing her hair. She looked mysterious in the moonlight, with her exotic-shaped eyes and long, sweeping lashes.
âI better go,â she said finally. âItâs getting late.â
He walked her to the burgundy-colored pickup truck she always drove. She set the necklace on the bench seat beside her.
âArenât you going to wear it?â he asked.
She shook her head. âIâve never worn it. Iâve always stored it in my jewelry box. Locked it away for safekeeping.â
Juan merely nodded. He couldnât help but wonder how heâd come by the cross and why heâd chosen to wear it.
Had he purchased it from the pawnshop in Laredo?
He didnât know. He couldnât remember ever being in Laredo. But Mission Creek didnât seem familiar either.
âThank you for returning my necklace, Juan.â
âYouâre welcome.â
Lourdes started the engine, and he stood beneath a starry sky, watching her vehicle disappear.
When the taillights faded into the dark, he went back to the porch and picked up the picture Paige had made for
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