home.â
âYes, but Iâve grown to love it,â she countered, âand remember I had a wonderful husband. It took a little time to make friends; the English donât accept you until youâve proved yourself, but when they do, theyâre the best friends in the world.â
She stopped, realizing they had lapsed into Swedish. For those few moments there had been a rapport between them. As if he sensed this, he spoke in English. âThat was nice,â he said, âlike being at home. But I musnât waste your time or forget why Iâm here. What are you going to say to your stepson tomorrow?â
She hesitated, then she said, âIâm going to tell him I understand why he feels so bitter and angry. I never knew what kind of an upbringing he and James had had, till James told me; I didnât know how much he suffered when his mother got into drugs and when she died. Iâm going to tell him Iâm not his enemy.â He nodded. âBut Iâm not going to go against Richardâs will; he can have everything that was left to me personally, but not RussMore.â
âWhich is the only thing he wants,â Rolf countered. âAnd do you really think heâll listen?â
She said quietly, âI donât know, but I have to give him the chance. Both those sons had a traumatic childhood; it explains a lot about them.â
âA lot of people suffer trauma,â he said, âit doesnât need to turn them into bullies; often the reverse. I wouldnât be too influenced by what James told you. Do you believe your husband was a bad father?â
âNo,â she said quickly. âNo, I donât. He was a man of his generation and upbringing. He told me how miserable his life was; the anxiety; the hope that this cure or this psychiatrist would help her ⦠the terrible disappointment when she went back on heroin. And she played Alan off against Richard, turning him against his father, making him take sides. She petted James one minute and rejected him the next; he was hopelessly confused.â
âYes,â Rolf said. âYou know the saying? Show me an addict and Iâll show you a manipulator and a liar; itâs harsh but itâs true. If you must see your stepson, let me come with you.â
Christina said, âNo, that would be provocative. Iâm not starting off by being aggressive.â
Rolf could imagine the good intentions, the sympathetic approach, based on reason and discussion. He could predict Alan Farringtonâs reaction. She had a lot to learn about people, this Swedish girl who had turned into an English lady. You fight force with greater force, otherwise youâre dead.
He finished his vodka, leaned back in the chair and said, âYou realize he may have a tape running, recording everything you say, including this offer to give up your personal legacies? He may even be wired himself.â
Christina dismissed it. âThatâs fantasy, not real life. People donât behave like that.â
âIâve known it happen, several times. I canât persuade you not to go?â
âIâm afraid not.â
He paused. They had made progress; she was more relaxed, less cautious with him. He looked at his watch. âIâm keeping you from your dinner,â he said. âI should go. Itâs after eight.â
Christina got up, she took his glass. âWe donât eat till eight-thirty, and of course you must stay. Perhaps we can talk about something else except this horrible business. Let me give you a refill.â
âThank you, Iâd like that. And we wonât mention your stepson or the will. I think perhaps we can find lots of things to talk about.â
The dining-room was small and dark with heavy panelling. He noticed that the silver was beautiful, with the soft patina of age; the wine, too, was exceptional. He also noticed that she looked quite beautiful in
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