bedraggled and Iâm sure most people looked at us with disgust and suspicion even though we were just good people looking for a kind word. Your mother took us in and cared for us. Have you forgotten? Did you feel the same about us as you do about that man out there?â
Sally jerked away from the window. âOf course not. But that was different.â
Kate refused to look at her, anger making every muscle in her body tighten. Her hand slipped. She barely managed to stop the knife before she sliced her finger. She stared at the blade. âHow was it different?â She glared at Sally. Theyâd been friends since Sallyâs mother had taken care of them. Theyâd all been sick, one after another but the woman had never flinched at cleaning up after them, washing the bedding, making nourishing broth. Sheâd nursed them ten days before Father found a job and a little house for them all. During that time, she and Sally had become best friends.
She ploughed on with a whole lot more energy than she got from the old tractor. âDid we become friends just because your mother thrust us into your life? If she hadnât, would you have seen us a dirty, no-goods to shun?â
Sally gasped. âKatie, how can you even ask? Youâve been my dearest friend all these years.â Her voice broke. âI could never have survived losing my baby without your help. Just think, I might have had a child the same age as Mary.â She rushed to Kateâs side and hugged her. âItâs only because I care about you that I wonder about the man out there.â
Kate received her hug reluctantly, her anger still not spent. âIf you care then you know I have to do what I have to do.â
Sally stepped back six inches and studied Kate. âDoyle has been more than patient with your putting him off. One of these days heâs going to stop courting you. Then where would you be?â
âIf Doyle isnât prepared to wait then he doesnât love me enough. And if he stops asking, Iâll still have my farm. Iâll still have my home.â
Sally shook her head. âThere is absolutely no point in arguing with you, is there?â
Kate smiled past the pain in her jaw. âSo why do you try?â She squeezed Sallyâs hand. âI donât expect you to understand what itâs like not to have a place you can call home. But itâs a feeling I will never again have as long as I have my farm.â Her resolve deepened. âMy children will never know what itâs like to be cold and dirty with no place to spend the night.â
Sally didnât respond for a moment. âDoes Doyle know heâs here?â
Kate knew she meant Hatcher. âNot yet.â Kate returned to the window to watch her land being prepared for planting.
âWhat will he say?â
For a moment she didnât answer then she smiled sheepishly at Sally. âStrange as it might seem, I never gave it a thought. But I suppose heâll be glad I have help.â
Sally sighed. âI hope so.â
Suddenly Kate had to get outside, touch the land that meant so much to her. âCome on.â She grabbed Sallyâs hand and dragged her outside. She didnât stop until she got to the edge of the field. âTake a deep breath.â
Sally did. âNow what?â
âDonât you smell it? The rich aroma of freshly worked soil? The heat rising from the ground, carrying with it all sorts of delicious scentsânew grass, tiny flowers.â
âYou sound like Frank. He canât stop telling me how good things will be once the drought ends. If it ever does.â
Kate laughed. âIt will and the land will always be here no matter what.â She tipped her nose toward the trees. âSmell the leaves as they burst forth. All the signs and scents of spring. I love it.â She swung her arms wide. âI love my farm. Itâs mine, mine,