Maddyâs voice shook. âBecause donât think for one second that I donât know how fragile life is, okay? Believe me, I know. Life can change in an instant. One minute everything is normal and youâre arguing about what to watch on television or what to make for breakfast in the morningâ¦and the nextâ¦â
When he turned his attention back to Maddy and saw one tear fall down her cheek, he cursed under his breath. Without thinking about it, Ronan reached out and cradled her face with one hand, then swiped the tear away. Her eyes were closed, a fan of dark lashes resting on fair skin beneath them, and those full pink lips quivered.
âAh, Maddy,â Ronan whispered. He pressed a kiss to her forehead. His voice was gruff and strained, full of emotions he didnât quite have a name for yet. âIâm sorry. Look, sometimes I can be an insensitive asshole. Chalk it up to growing up in a house full of boys. But Iâm worried about you. Itâs like youâre hiding from the whole worldâ¦but please, donât hide from me.â
When Maddy didnât open her eyes, Ronan settled his forehead against hers. She sucked in a shuddering breath and curled her hands around his wrists. For a second he thought she was going to push him away, but she didnât; she held him closer instead. He wasnât sure how long they stayed that way, nose to nose, heart to heart. No words were spoken, and yet he felt more connected to her than to anyone else in recent memory.
He flicked his tongue over his suddenly dry lips before brushing them over hers. A breathy sigh mingled with a needy whimper escaped her luscious mouth and the sound drove him wild. But Ronan fought for restraint. The last thing he wanted to do was scare her off.
Her lips reminded him of plums, soft and sweet, and he reveled in the sensation as they melded with his. Maddy tangled her fingers in his hair, and he groaned when her tongue sought entrance, pushing into his mouth gently but eagerly. Ronan tilted her head, taking control of the kiss, and dove deep. She sat up and he moved with her, wanting to savor every bit of contact while still being mindful of her ankle.
Maddy sighed into his mouth as her hands slipped beneath his jacket and shirt. When her fingers splayed over the flesh of his lower back and dipped beneath the band of his running pants, all of the blood rushed from his head to other parts of his anatomy. His body started screaming for moreâmore of her touch, more of her tasteâbut his brain told him to slow the hell down. Emotions were running high for both of them. If they took this too far too fast, whatever this thing was between them could get snuffed out before they had a chance to explore it.
She was vulnerable, so taking it any further right now would be a shitty move. Ronan broke the kiss and pulled back, her face cradled between his hands. Her heavily lidded eyes were glazed with the unmistakable air of lust, and her lips were swollen from his kisses. Maddy tried to kiss him again, but he held her mouth a mere inch from his.
Her brow furrowed and confusion flickered across her face.
âWhatâs wrong?â she said through heavy breaths. âI thought this was what you wanted.â
âIt is,â he rasped. âBut I donât thinkââ
The shrill ring of the cell phone in her pocket cut him off. Even if it hadnât, the annoyed look in Maddyâs eyes would have put an end to things. She let out a curt laugh and removed the phone from her jacket before pulling away from him.
âYou surprise me, McGuire. I never thought that you, the big stud Iâve heard about all these years, wouldnât close the deal.â She pressed her phone to her ear and leaned against the cushions. âMaddy Morgan speaking. How can I help you?â
Ronan rocked onto his heels before rising to his feet. She avoided looking at him, but he couldnât miss the